Evanesce.

Minha sat there, alone staring out the window, rain falling down the window. Some people call rain, tears from the gods above. Some say it's a intense pain by someone that the world shares their pain. Some people hate the rain, that was Minha's case. It always made her feel cold, alone, without him. Sugmin. The one person she owed her life to. She never used to hate the rain, not like this, a dislike maybe, but he always made her laugh it out, or he'd sing for her. His sweet, soft, harmonious voice making her heart flutter, making her forget everything apart from him and her love for him. It was like a dream. A nightmare. The time she lost him. Since he's been gone, she stopped smiling, enjoying life. She hide's away from the world she once loved with him.

Don't know why. Tell Me why? Why does love end?

She constantly asks herself why did they deserve this. The pain she had, after he left. She was bitter, she should have gone after him. But she didn't. She sat in the hall, crying. Unable to hold in her tears. It hurt her that he left. But no one could have imagined that she'd hurt this much.

****

"I'm sorry." Sugmin's voice uttered. A tear already rolling down his face.

Silence. Is there nothing more to say?

"It was good, i really did love you. I still do. You know i don't have a choice. It's manditory. And i can't stand knowing you'd be waiting for me, what if the worst happens, huh?" He was right. He didn't want her to face the worst of what could happen during his manditory army encruttement. "I'll still keep in contact." He said softly, pulling her into a soft hug. "How do you know it's for the best? It hurts already knowing i won't see you for 2 years, it hurts that you want to break up even after all these years." She was at her worst. She held onto him, tears dropping, streaming down her porecilin face. "Goodbye." He said, as she let go. He picked up his bag and left. Her legs gave in as she fell on her knees to the floor. She wanted to get back up, and follow him. To at least say goodbye properly. But she couldn't. She was too scared, too weak.

Why are all things that will disappear, so beautiful? It's just a daydream. Love is just a daydream.

A few days later, she sorted herself out. Sure she was still a mess but at least she stopped crying at every thought of him. Every picture she saw. Every song that reminded her of him. Then the news came on. "A car accident happenned last last night. It was said to be carrying a number of new army recutements. 2 Deaths and 3 were injured. As of yet, we are unauthorized to tell you the names. We wish well to the family and friends involved." Her hand covered in horror. She wished so hard it wasn't him. So damn hard. She stayed infront of the news that day. Not moving untill the names were released. His name was one of the two...

Darkness, why are you erasing everything? It's all gone Black. I can't see anything. You're making me dream about the eternal future, by myself.

****

It killed her. Knowing there was absolutly no chance to see his face again. Only pictures, showed the love that once beamed in his eyes. All she did way cry. Some people might call it grieving. Others might say it's a broken heart. All she see's is the rain falling. The droplets falling on her face. The rain drops mixing in with her salty tears. Just like they always did.

Why does everything good, always end like this? In the end it's all momenterary. Love is momenterary.

***Minha sat at the dinner table, Sugmin faced her. He handed her a perfect red rose. Love shone in both of their eyes. Sugmin's eyes shimmered, twinkled even, he always believed it was the lighting, but it was always the coincidence that they shone when Minha was with him. "Happy Anniversary." Sugmin held up his glass of champagne and it clanged with Minha's. "I can't believe it's been 4 years." She smiled, remembering the good times. "I remember i was 13 when we first met." Minha recalled. Sugmin chuckled. "It took me 4 years to ask you out..." He face-palmed. 8 years they'd know each other. 4 of being best friends, messing around together, laughing, studying, just enjoying life, and 4 years, full of love, hugs and kisses. He was slightly taller than Minha. He always had been. She liked that though. Just like she liked the fact he had baby cheeks, squishy and he wasn't super skinny like most guys their age. She liked his worm 'squishy' hugs. She always found him adorable when he made the chipmunk face, puffing his cheeks out. "You're too cute!!!" She'd squeal before pulling him down, to kiss her lightly.

When he told her he loved her, it was never a simple, 'I love you'. He'd always plan something. On their 3rd anniversary he wrote a song for her, filling it with all meaning. Telling her how much he loved her, needed her, and how much she meant to him. It quickly became her favourite song, not because it was about her, but because it was written by him and it was especially for her. 18 years old : Sugmin and Minha sat under a laarge willow tree, in the university grounds. She rested her head on his shoulder as he held her hands on his lap. "I love you so much." She muttered. "I love you too jagi˜" He hummed back. "Don't ever leave me..." She added, quietly. "I wouldn't dream of it. I don't think i could live without you." He replied, seriously. Young love.

It's just a passing dream, but i don't want to wake up yet.

In the end. When He left, her heart went with him.

In the end love is just a daydream.

Love, It's something Beautiful, A moment, a daydream, something that's hard to keep hold onto. Something everyone want's, it makes hearts flutter, whilst it crush's others. Love is the best, and worst emotion. Love heals. Love hurts. Love is....

*** Hi guys so i'm having problems with the editor at the minuite so this isn't how it was orignially layed out, the last part was meant to be in bold and the translated lyrics should be in italic. Thank you for reading, it means alot. Hope you liked it and let me know what you thought of it in the comments.