June 19, 2014 –

9 AM in the morning, I decided to open my laptop and surf in the internet to see some news about Korea or should I say to see some news about them – about him.

 But the moment I opened my twitter, I see on my news feed some pictures of him – with a girl.

Yes, with a girl in a car –

And it says there a date in a car around 2 – 3 am in the morning, where the fans were totally in the midst of their dream.

It’s from Dispatch – lots of pictures. Different pictures from different places.

I hold my breath –

I cannot take this anymore.

I barely knew the girl.  All I know is that she is also an idol. The same company with HIM –

Then I found myself crying in front of the screen. Holding my breath for so long, thinking that this just a dream –

 SNAP

Someone’s calling me

When I looked at the screen – “Minah”

My best friend from Korea –