FOUND YOU IN A MILLION

 

Park Chan Yeol and Byun Baek Hyun are dating.

 

Dyo Kyung Soo knows it, Kim Jong In knows it, Oh Se Hun knows it, Kim Jun Myeon knows it. Park Chan Yeol and Byun Baek Hyun knows it too.

 

Byun Baek Hyun loves Park Chan Yeol deeply.

 

Dyo Kyung Soo knows it, Kim Jong In knows it, Oh Se Hun knows it, Kim Jun Myeon knows it. Park Chan Yeol knows it better than anyone. But Byun Baek Hyun doesn’t know it.

 

Park Chan Yeol loves Byun Baek Hyun deeply.

 

Dyo Kyung Soo knows it, Kim Jong In knows it, Oh Se Hun knows it, Kim Jun Myeon knows it. Park Chan Yeol knows it better than anyone. But Byun Baek Hyun doesn’t believe it.

 

That’s why Baek Hyun stopped in the middle of the crowded summer fair, waiting for Park Chan Yeol to find him.

 

After 10 minutes, Park Chan Yeol found Byun Baek Hyun. He smiled and gently tapped the other’s head.

 

Then, at the theme park, Byun Baek Hyun split and took a tour around the park all by himself, waiting for Park Chan Yeol to find him.

 

After 30 minutes, Park Chan Yeol found Byun Baek Hyun. He hugged the others very tight.

 

But that kind of thing did not happen only once or twice.

 

Byun Baek Hyun started to get lost at bigger and more crowded places. Park Chan Yeol took more and more time to find him.

 

One day, Dyo Kyung Soo asks Byun Baek Hyun:

 

“What are you trying to do? Why are you keep treating Park Chan Yeol like that? Do you know how worried he was?”

 

Byun Baek Hyun smiled.

 

“If Park Chan Yeol always worries and keeps looking for Byun Baek Hyun, then Byun Baek Hyun can be sure that Park Chan Yeol loves Byun Baek Hyun very much.”

 

Dyo Kyung Soo shook his head.

 

“Stop being like that Byun Baek Hyun! What if one day Park Chan Yeol lost all of his patients and stop finding you…”

 

Byun Baek Hyun remained silent.

 

Because Byun Baek Hyun feels insecure, his heart doesn’t realize how strong the feelings Park Chan Yeol has for him, just like how strong the feelings he has for Park Chan Yeol.

 

He is confused with his feelings, that’s why he needs someone to help him get out of that maze.

 

But is Park Chan Yeol that someone?

 

oOo

 

This is the n^th time Byun Baek Hyun has gotten lost. And this time the place was the largest international airport of the country.

 

At this moment, Byun Baek Hyun is against the flow of people, trying to find a way out.

 

Because Park Chan Yeol hasn’t found him yet.

 

What if one day Park Chan Yeol lost all of his patients and stops looking for you…

 

Maybe it is…

 

Byun Baek Hyun knew it may end up like this, but he didn’t know his heart would be so painful.

 

It hurts!

 

Byun Baek Hyun can’t even stand straight, so he finds a place to sit down. The pain squeezed the salted water from his eyes, making them fall down like two little rivers.

 

People say we only know how important one person is to us when they have already gone, well it sure does.

 

Byun Baek Hyun cries. He cries because now he knows how much Park Chan Yeol had loved him. He cries because now he knows how much he had loved Park Chan Yeol. He cries because he knows he has lost Park Chan Yeol.

 

Not that Park Chan Yeol has lost Byun Baek Hyun. It’s Byun Baek Hyun that lost Park Chan Yeol.

 

And that makes Byun Baek Hyun crying endlessly.

 

Before his watery eyes, the sight of a familiar red sneaker appears. Byun Baek Hyun looks up and wipes away his tears.

 

Park Chan Yeol is now standing right in front of him.

 

He’s not tapping his head or hugging him tight or comforting him or yelling at him as usual.

 

He’s just standing there, looking down at Byun Baek Hyun.

 

Byun Baek Hyun stands up. Park Chan Yeol hasn’t found him yet. That means…

 

That means I have to go find him!

 

Byun Baek Hyun bursts into tears, rushes into Park Chan Yeol’s arms, sobbing.

 

“Why? Why are you keep finding me? Why are you the only one who can find me? Why?”

 

Park Chan Yeol wrapped his arms around Byun Baek Hyun and whispers:

 

“Because I found you in a million. The biggest distance had been accomplished. That’s why I will always found you.”

 

Only now Byun Baek Hyun had realized, he felt insecure but he didn’t try to find something to hold onto, he even kept walking to the gulf. He almost fell.

 

So lucky that there is always a branch out of rocks, trying to reach out as strong as it can.

 

Byun Baek Hyun has to hang tightly on it so he’ll never gonna fall again.

 

“Next time we go out, you have to hold my hand tightly and never ever let it go!”

 

Park Chan Yeol smiles.

 

“Uhm, I will!”

 

oOo

 

If you don’t want to get lost, just hold the others hand tightly.

 

Don’t ever forget that simple thing again!