Love Oh Love
Description
"You didn't realize how valuable that person is to you, until you hurt her"
"You never know what you have, until you lose it, and will never get it back"
Foreword
His hands clenced into a fist, gritted his teeth to control his anger upon seeing the scene infront of him. The girl who told him she loves him a month ago, the girl who annoyed him everyday, the girl who told him that he was the only guy who can make her heart flutter were having fun, laughing with a guy infront of him. He knows he's not supposed to feel this way. He's not supposed to feel jealous. Why does he care? As far as he knows, for him, that girl was just a troublemaker for him. Bugging him every hour, asking him a lot of questions. He hated her.
He groned in frustation. He watched as she playfully hit the guy's chest while the guy . Couldn't stand watching the hurtful scene, he stoop up and went to the rooftop, the only place he feels safe, the only place he could be alone. He would always go to this place to escape from class,to escape from Dara. His other hand went to his forehead. Thinking to himself, why is Dara keep appearing in his dreams all night? Why does it bothers him too much if he sees dara with other guy.
After what happened that night, He felt guilty, he just doesn't feel right to say that horrible things to her. Her eyes that was full of sadness that night when he blurted out everything to Dara about her being annoying to him.
(flashback)
"Jiyong!" Dara called him, as she saw him walking out from the science lab. Jiyong obviously heard her calling his name, but as he always do, he just kept walking. Dara was waiting for him for hours that night. Jiyong stayed at school until mid-night to do his revision, cus' he knows studying at home is a bit distraction to him. "JIYONG!" Dara called again. Jiyong stopped on his tracks, hands turned into a fist. He took a deep breathe, to stay calm. He slowly turned around to face a breathless Dara who was running after him. "WHAT NOW, DARA?" He asked, that made Dara taken aback.
"oh, i was waiting for you for hours. You shouldn't stayed up all night, you know? you might get sick" She said, concerned.
"Why do you care? You're not even my girlfriend"
"Then, let me be!" She look at Jiyong, giving him her puppy eyes.
"JUST STOP THIS DARA! I'm just sick of you. You're not my girlfriend, and you will never be! Stop bringing me lunch, stop following me, stop calling my name with your annoying voice, stop calling me every night to tell me goodbye, saying i love you! just stop, dara. it won't happen. I like someone else, and its not you. she's different, she's way better than you"
Dara bit her lips to control her tears that was about to fall down, anytime soon. "But, Jiyong.. i..love.. you. Just let me love you" She sounded like she was pleading, but she doesn't care. she just loves him to much
"And.. stop saying those stupid L words. stop thinking that i will someday go to you at say that L words to you"
she could just let a bitter smile upon hearing that last word for him. "Fine. I'll do what you say. Wherever you go, whatever you do, don't say i never loved you. I've said those 3 words to you. I guess, it was enough for you to understand that i really do love you. Remember that i won't regret loving you. Loving you was the best feeling I've ever had in my life. Goodluck with your love life, Jiyong. Knowing that, seeing you happy is my happiness too, I'll let you go"
Jiyong just stayed silent at her last statement. Didn't know what to do, what to say. Just then he realized that, Dara was no longer in his sight.
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