Dear friend,

                    I am writing this here because my friend said I should let it out here because people in here will never know which is real and which fiction. Please don't try to figure out who she is because then you might figure out who I am, and I really don't want you to do that. I mean nothing bad by this. Honest.

                    I just need to know that someone out there listen and understand. I need to know that these people exist. I think you all of people would understand that because you of all people are alive and appreciate what that means. At least I hope you do because other people look to you for your strenght and friendship and it's that simple. At least that's what I've heard.

                    So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and still trying to figure out how that could be.