I think I’m in love…truly madly deeply in love with her.

So even though she’s so bossy,

Even though she’s too annoying

Even though she always wants my whole attention (it’s her property ughh) but her attention… it’s not mine.

Even though she’s so hot tempered

So moody, and all…SHE’S STILL PERFECT INFRONT OF MY EYES

I DON’T KNOW WHY I DID FELL INLOVE WITH HER

I like it no I mean I love it whenever she sleeps on my shoulders I don’t care if my shoulders gets too numb cause my heart that keeps on thumping like there’s no tomorrow is all I can feel. I love to smell her hair secretly, i love the perfume she’s using god it’s so addicting and those fluffy soft cheeks… I want to bite it but pinching is all I can do for now

She always bites my shoulder it ing hurts but whatever, ugh one time she told me she used to bite her ex too, though it hurts me I just think that they are not together anymore and she’s already with me, so what else should I care for? Just her.

Whenever she would talk to other guys, to be honest it hurts me so much i feel like she’s flirting with them so I’ll get my revenge and flirt with my oh-so-nice-seatmate. I know she’ll get mad with it, she’ll not talk to me for the rest of the day but we are just quits right? But in the end I would go to her ask her what’s wrong or is there something wrong with us though I know why she’s mad. Yeah she’s jealous I know her. I would text her, message her on fb, call her and tweet her saying that I was sorry for whatever reasons why she’s mad and I always say to her I love her. Maybe she’ll think it is just love for a friend but for me, no it’s not. Then after that we are ok.

She always wait for me outside my house, sometimes she’ll text me that she was already there I’ll come down and will see nothing. I’ll call her with my angry voice on the phone but she’ll just answer that she’s already near and doesn’t like waiting, I understand it yeah that little thing losing her temper whenever she’s waiting for someone though it is just for a little time of waiting.

We always go together to school…waiting for our other friends outside the building…she will lie down and put her head on my lap. People might think we are together but no.

For me, I love her so much but for her…that’s…I don’t know.

Now that I transfer to other school how can I protect her? Who’s gonna send her home? Who will hold the umbrella for her whenever it rains or whenever it’s too hot?  Who will always be there for her when she needed someone? Will she miss me? Will she still be my best friend?

Leaving her without telling what I’m feeling is the worst thing that I can do. But I guess maybe when the right time comes; maybe it will be perfect for me and her…for us.

AM I CRAZY? YEAH SO CRAZY FOR HER.

YOU MAY SAY THAT I’M OUT OF MY MIND BUT THAT’S LOVE, RIGHT?

YOU’LL FEEL THOSE FEELINGS THAT YOU DON’T WANT TO FEEL.

WOULD I SACRIFICE OUR FRIENDSHIP FOR THESE? SHOULD I TAKE THE RISK?

I’M STUPIDLY COWARD THAT’S WHY I CAN’T DO THAT.

I’M HAPPY WITH WHAT WE ALREADY HAVE AND I DON’T WANT TO LOSE HER.

Maybe I should just keep these feelings all for myself…

Her soft giggles, her cheeks whenever it turns to bright pink, her sleepy eyes, those death glares I always get from her plus those punch and bites  I’ll miss all of it.(yeah she’s a bit of a sadist, she surely knows how to show love for others hahaha :D)

But there’s this soft side of her that only few people have the opportunity to see; is probably the reason why I fell hardly for her.

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Thanks for reading…

I hope you like it? *hides under the table* I know it’s a crap huehuehuehue