Slowly Namjoon’s hand reach out to hold  Seokjin’s hand. Just for a moment..He wanted to hold his hand only for a moment. He missed those hand. Those warm hand. But, those hand is now cold. And he could feel that Seokjin is struggling to release his hand from Namjoon’s grip.

     “Let go of my hand..” Seokjin said. Harsh and cold. Staring sharply into Namjoon’s  eyes. And Namjoon could see the hatred and revenge that potrayed in Seokjin’s eyes.

     “Do you hate me that much...”

     “You can’t imagine how much I hate you. I am hatting you more than I had ever loved you. So please...let me go. I am begging you..I am hatting you so much until my heart hurt so much...” Seokjin said firmly. His face was red. His voice is shaking. Yet, there is no tears coming down from his eyes.

Namjoon release Seokjin’s hand. He looked down. Wiping his tears away. He was hurt by Seokjin’s word. But he knew it was all his fault. Seokjin was a victim.

     “What should I do, Seokjin-ah....”

     “Do what?”

     “What do you want me to do. I will do everything....I mean everything...so that you can forgive me...”

     “Die...”

     “Wha..what??” Namjoon was shocked. He can’t believe the words that coming from Seokjin’s mouth.

     “I want to kill you. I want you to die.... Only then, I think, I  might be able to forgive you...”

     “Then, kill me.....”Namjoon said slowly...

P/S: Hi...this is my first time writing a fanfic about BTS. This my fourth fanfic after my three yunjae fanfic. Before, I only post my story at winglin, but there is some problem with winglin. So this is my first story that I post here. I am very sorry for my terrible english. English is not my first language. This story is totally an  AU. The characters, age and even career are all made up. Hope you guys enjoy reading my story.

BTW, feel free to read my Yunjae fanfics (It's our baby Yunho, Love, don't go and My love is him)  at winglin.net