i sat on the couch, looking up at the wall clock, he hasn't coming home. i the tv, hope there's interesting shows, but nope. nothing interesting than a guy that i waiting for. i started to feel tired

until

'knock knock'

i ran towards the door and opened it, a tiny guy with a tired smile on his face standing in front of me

"so you're not going to let me stand outside here, right? its getting cold" seoul's weather is always cold, so i am worried if this guy get cold. i let him in, this is our house. me and him always sharing eveything, you know, sharing is care. and here we are, sharing a small flat.

i dont ever ask you, where you've been

"sorry i'm late yeol, i was at-"

"its ok, baek" i gave him a little smile, i know exactly where did he go today, everyday.

and i dont feel the need to know who you're with

"are you okay? i always come home late and you're always waiting for me while me spent all day with-"

"hey hey baek, its ok? i dont mind" i patted his back lightly, to make him believe that im fine with it. he let out a sighs

i cant even think straight, but i can tell. that you were just with her

"i'm really sorry yeol, you can tell me if you getting tired waiting for me ok? i could make a duplicate key or i would tell taeyeon to reduces our date" i never getting tired waiting for you baek. never.

and i'll still be a fool, i'm a fool for you

"sst baekhyun, i told you its okay with me. you can spend your day with her, she's your girlfriend right?" he nodded

"but we rarely spent our time together now, we need some times" he said. i nodded. i know, we not as close as we used to because that always clingy to him

"i know, now just go to bed, i know you're tired" he nodded then smile,

"yeah, i really need rest, do you mind if i sleep first?" yes, you know we could make a tea and cuddle up while watching some romantic drama like we used to

"its fine, just go to bed, i would go to bed after you" i said. he nodded and went straight to his room.

Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want

i curled up on my bed. glimpse of my past with baekhyun makes me unable to sleep.

'yeol, do you mind if we move in together?'

'you want us to live together?' he nodded.

'hmm, let me think about it'

'come on yeol, it must be cool! we almost share everythings, how about sharing flat?'

'ok but note this in your mind' i looked straight to his eyes

'what?'

'behind closed doors, something else goes on' i smirked and he punch my arm lightly

'yeol!!'

Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit is all I'm asking for

'yeol, do you remember taeyoen?'

'yeah, whats up with her?'

'i asked her number!'

'..so?'

'we'll go on date!'

I don't ever tell you how I really feel
Cause I can't find the words to say what I mean
And nothing's ever easy, that's what they say

"yeol, today taeyeon ask me to go to her house, want to join?" he asks me.

"nah, i have a test tomorrow"

"seriously yeol, i have a test too, we're in the same class if you forget, so come please?"

"still i can't" he frowns

"why?"

because i cant see my man crush doing a ing lovey dovey with his girlfriend and at her house it just cant. i cant deal with it. it hurts.

"i dont know, i just cant and i wont interrupt your moment"

"hahaha yeol please, we can have a moment together! you know we rarely spend our times!"

not that ing easy.

"nah, we can go out later, just go to your princess house" he frowns again and nodded

"if that what you want. just promise we will go out?" he asks me

"promise" i smiles

I know I'm not your only
But I'll still be a fool
Cause I'm a fool for you

"baek?" i walked towards him and sat on the couch

"whats up"

"hmm, you said we could go to spend our times together?"

"oh yes! where do you want to go and when?" he getting excited

"hm lotte world? tomorrow?" he paused for a moment. my life. i know the answer.

"baek?" he spacing out

"uh?"

"lotte world? tomorrow?"

"uh, s-sorry yeol, i already have a date with taeyeon" that again.

"oh my bad, i shouldnt ask you today, you must feel guilty right? haha" i let out a small laugh.

"i'm really sorry yeol"

"hey its ok, i'm just kidding we can go the day after tomorrow or this weekends?"

"of course!! save the date!" he smiles and getting excited again.

stupid me.

Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit is all I'm asking for

"yeol" we sat in the couch, watching korean drama dvd

"yeah?" i turned my head to his side

"promise me you wont mad?" i pauses the dvd

"omg yeol you makes this sounds really serious" i laugh and plays the dvd again

"whats up babe?"

"i- i think-" he stuttering

"hey whats happen?"

"i think we cant go to lotte world tomorrow or this weekends" i let out a sighs

"its ok, we can go next time"

"no, i meant we cant go to lotte world or wherever tomorrow or this weekends or whenever is it"

"why? do you hide something from me?"

"im moved with taeyeon" i paused

"what the ? you're the one that ask me to move in together and now you move in with that ?! then you told me not to mad? i have enough baek."

"yeol please i'm sorry"

"you're not even married baekhyun!"

"yeol!"

"you told me we can spend our times but what the with this?"

"yeol, taeyeon really want me for this, even her parents already agreed"

"so why you hiding this from me?!"

"i'm not ready to tell you yeol." he sobbing hard

" off baek"

"y-yeol" i ruffled my hair

"you dont even have a clear reason to move"

"it because she wants me yeol"

"that makes no sense baek! i want you too! no, i need you! i ing need you!" i screams out, he scared.

", i love you baek" i started sobbing

"yeol.. im sorry" he stood up from his seat and was about to go

"baek" he stop and turn around

"do you love me?"

"course, i love you yeol"

"then stay with me" he sighs

"i i-cant"

"but you love me!" i start screaming again. this brings me so much pain. the only one you love leave you with no good reason

"i love you yeol, i ing love you but just a bestfriend things! let me go yeol" he screams and i just spacing out, he loves me. yeah i know, but just as a bestfriend. why cant i accept this. im just an emotional frick if it comes to baekhyun.

"i take it as yes" he said then left.

I know I'm not your only

But at least I'm one

I heard a little love

Is better than none

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OHMYGOD WHAT IS THIS HAHAHA THIS STORY JUST POPPED OUT IN MY HEAD AFTER LISTENING TO JUST A LITTLE BIT OF YOUR HEART BY ARIANA GRANDE. THIS SONG WAS WROTE BY HARRY STYLES FOR LOUIS TOMLINSON AND SUNG BY ARIANA GRANDE. YOU KNOW IT HURTS AND IM JUST AN EMOTIONAL FRICK IF IT COMES TO LARRY. GUYS DO YOU SHIP LARRY? IF YOU DONT KNOW YET ABOUT LARRY PLEASE TYPE 'LARRY STYLINSON' ON YT AND IT'LL HELP YOU A LOT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT THIS COUPLE. AND YOU WILL BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE ASDFGHJKL. I WANT TO WRITE THIS TO LOUIS AND HARRY VERS BUT MY ENGLISH AND I CANT DEAL WITH INTERNATIONAL DIRECTIONER BECAUSE MY ENGLISH OMG SO I JUST MADE THIS TO BAEKYEOL STORY CUZ I LOVE THIS COUPLE TOO. AND IN THIS STORY, THERES A PART "BEHIND CLOSED DOOR, SOMETHING ELSE GOES ON" IT WAS LOUIS WHO SAID THAT WHEN HE ASKED ABOUT LARRY

HAHA SORRY FOR BRINGS 1D HERE HEHEHE PEACE OFF. ILY. SORRY FOR MY ENGLISH.

*whisper* tell me you ship larry or baekyeol