good enough

Description

‘Fake it ‘til you make it’, the saying goes. Well, Jackson’s been faking it for months and he still hasn’t gotten anywhere. He stills hates himself.

A fill for this prompt. Basically, this is a Jackson pain-fest and a Jackson love-fest all at once.

Warning: contains depressive thoughts and mention of self-harm.

Foreword

Jackson stops short when he sees the burdened look on Jaebum’s as he sits in the front seat. Ever since he’s known him, the older boy has been the kind of person to take himself and his responsibilities very seriously. Jackson’s injury isn’t even his fault, but he’s probably kicking himself over it anyway. And even if he isn’t, their manager and dance coach is sure to do that for him.

 

“Is your ankle hurting?” Yugyeom asks from his side.

 

“No, it’s fine, I just had to fart” Jackson says flippantly before getting into the van. The three youngest all crack up and Jinyoung tells him not to come inside until he’s no longer contaminated, but Jaebum turns his head away with a steely expression reflecting in the rear view mirror. He throws his head back and cackles at Jinyoung’s words, but he’s cold and his body feels like lead.

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raeraeraven #1
Chapter 1: I've lost track of how many times I've re-read this. I love how you portrayed Jackson and his insecurities, and the way Got7 showed why they're Got7 - it's all of them together or not at all. :) Beautiful work
LocoShipper #2
Chapter 1: I believe this is close to real Jackson :'( Dear sweetheart Jackson T.T
Btw I am looking for this type of stories. May you guys recommend me some?
melover
#3
Chapter 1: I am legit crying a river at 3 am right now...TT.TT
Jackson is my baby(aka ultimate bias) and after reading his recent interview for GQ this just hits too close to home for me...i got emotional reading that there are multiple occasions on which he doubts himself and feels that he's short, ugly, has short legs, and whatnot! I just wanna say i love Jackson just the way he is and he has a wonderful heart...
Its so sad thinking that someone like him, the moodmaker would doubt himself when alone...
Just, there haven't been many times i've cried reading fics but this set off waterworks! Good job as always! I've almost read every single story by you! I love u!

Ps i have a question for u..why don't you ever write got7xoc? Why only memberxmember?
Bella2298 #4
I can't believe I haven't commented already. I love this fic so much, honestly one of myfavorite Got7 fics ever. It was really realistic and had a perfect mix of vulnerability and comfort. You're an amazing writer and wow I've written an essay aha. Please write some more Jackson angst :)
howlette94 #5
Chapter 1: I'm happy i read this fic... made me realize how much people just need to be reminded they are loved :)
kyotosailor #6
Chapter 1: This is very realistic. It's close to home for some of us that have felt/are feeling similar things and I find this comforting. Really lovely and wonderful - thank you
taecooky
#7
Chapter 1: Its beautiful !
jayeldi #8
Chapter 1: I cried. Thanks for sharing.