Pain. 

My head was throbbing in pain. What happen?

I ask myself while trying my best to stand up. The room were in mess. Just like one that have been rob by a thief. But i know, they aren't thief.

I grab a big pieces of shattered glass on the floor that i assume it was from my make up table. And i saw myself. Red shot eyes, shivering blue lips, bruises red skin, and some hickeys. I've been ?

But by whom? 

A painful sob escaped from my lips. There is no tears in my face. And i guess, maybe i cried too much and my pool of tears has dried. 

Time can't go back. But my , is gone. I screamed. 

Its echo through the room. 

Too hard for me to handle this pain.

I gasped loudly. That dream. Its bothering me for a few weeks and i always got wake on 3 a.m. I'm scared. i'm terrified. But it just a dream. Right?

I never told this to anyone since i know from their own thoughts. They will said i'm just being delusional. It was just a dream. I take things too far. 

But i know, this dream is real. I know it will happen. One day. 

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I walk to school a bit late from usual since i always get lack of sleep. Dark circles always been my mates since a few weeks. And i know some are afraid. So i apply some concealer to it. 

That Japanese exchange students name Heiki Tohametsu is nice and we have been friends. And i know Cheah's been crushing on him