Minho you big mouth

Headphones on eyes closed, that’s how all my car rides go but today no headphones eyes alert why? I really didn’t know, I should have asked the managers if I could atleast explain my absence but seems to much I guess I would have to go to the airport go back to the states let the commotion of the bands to calm then back to korea to find a job and back under the supervision of my grandfather.

“What in the world is that child doing?” A manager mumbled

“Is something wrong? I asked

“No its nothing sleep.” He said

“I can’t” I sighed

“I know this is hard on you but remember this is what we agreed on.”

*FLASHBACK*

“We know picking a group will be hard so we decided on you letting to chereo all of the groups in one condition you can not let anyone know you are, due to scandles, the CEO may not know about this, you do know you will not be payed,  and lastly you leave for the states after each promotion is over.”

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I didn’t care about all those things cause I didn’t mind it but then I relized im really dumb I wanted to stay but what more can I do with them, for a very un moody person I felt like crying and all I wanted was the band members to realize this wasn’t my choice, even if this wasn’t a paying job wouldn’t it look good on a resume? I was thinking about all the upsides that I can have on this experience.

I entered the airport with no problem but a big crowd emerged with Korean signs so I had no idea what in the world was going on then I relized an English one *UKISS* it said wow I liked that group I wanted to see them I thnk the manager picked up on my act

“No.” He said

“Fine but get me a CD and autograph and send it to me?” I plead

“Fine.” He said

I smiled

I walked to the desk to check in my luggage when someone grabbed me. Both me and the manager was in shock

“LIN!” he said

I turned to see a tired out Kyujong I couldn’t help but smile but I knew this wasn’t the right time I shook him off and continued my luggage

“What in the world are you doing?” He asked

“Im going back to the states where else?” I said

“Why would you do this?” he asked

“Don’t worry about it.” I answered

“DON’T WORRY ABOUT IT?! DON’T WORRY ABOUT IT? WHY ARE DO YOU CARE SO MUCH ABOUT PEOPLE BUT  YOU NEVER CARE IF OTHERS ARE WORRIED TO DEATH ABOUT YOU!?”

I knew what he said was right but this wasn’t the time to agree on such things.

“What ever.” I said meaninglessly

“You know what whatever means to me? It means you don’t c are on my input.” He said

“it doesn’t mean th-“ I got cut off

“You know what, whatever to you too.” He said

And with that walked away

The other members came rushing in but due to ukiss crowds were not crowding

What in the world? I wondered

“MINHO YOU BIG MOUTH!” I screamed at him

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FOREVER

I was back in my beloved English speaking place, waiting for nothing I mean I had the house to myself till im due to go back to korea but I decided to go to a café my favorite one sure a korean base café but all due respect in korea  I hardly got out, I liked this café it showed live performances I ordered my milk tea and tiramisu and sat there watching a “Special” preformace I had no idea what it was but it seemed there was a lot of people

The song started and I knew immediately what it was

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uFgjIBKS-lI

it made me stiffen up what was this the badn disbanded im sure the members all have promotions

*NARRATOR

Lin was shocked when the five emerged singing it was something she didn’t think. Then the rest of the band all behind “What in the world are they doing?!” she thought to herself

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“I want to do something for lin a special concert maybe.” KYu jong said

“what song though?” Sungmin asked

“I want to do a SS501 song forever.” Hyunjoong said

“Yes I agree with hyung that’s her favorite song.” Kyujong said

“why a ss501 song?” Minho asked

“Stupid listen to our sunbaenim.” Leetuek smacked his head

“Arasso.” Minho said

“Don’t worry besides the solo parts everyone shall sing together.” Youngsaeng piched in

It was set since lin was in ss501 first and Ss501 where the first to debut and disband might as well.

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Lin kept watching then her pictured showed up

“THIS IS OUR DANCER SHE HAS BEEN WITH US FOR MONTHS HELPING WITH OUR PROMOTIONS SHES THE ONE KEEPING US IN PLACE AND FINDING OUR FLAWS…SHES OUR BESTFRIEND.”Kyujong said

“She was like a noona to me even though a Doengsaeng.” Taemin said

“She was the mature on in our group of 13 +2 we didn’t know her hardships she always took care of ours first.” Teuk said

“She took care of us when we were aboard, she made our practices fun.” Kwangmin said

“We hope for you guys to give her love and care like we did, and Lin im sure your watching us right now please come back, we miss you.” Kyu Jong ended it

I was defiantly at the verge of tears