I sign my name under the birthday card for Chunji, my bestfriend. It's been my job for the past two years of our friensdship to give him a letter with a gift card in it, it's our friendship tradition. I seal the envelope and walk to the living room to call Chunji. "Hello?" he questioned. "CHUNJI! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" I screamed through the phone, he laughed. "Thank-You Chaelin, you never forget." I smiled. "Of course not, what kind of friend would I be?" His voice saddened. "A bad one..." "Are you okay?" I asked him worriedly. "Oh...Yeah. Got to go, see ya later head." he hung up. I hate when he acts weird, it's like when we first met. I was a HUGE fan of Teen Top and Chunji was always my favorite. When I finally got to meet him, I introduced myself to him.  He just stared at me for a good while until he finally said 'Hi." After that day we kept in touch, well that's not all that happened. I had lost my phone and Chunji had found it and since then we kept talking. I still Have a crush on Chunji but, I don't think I'm pretty enough for him, No one is ever interested in me, an I have no talent anyway. That being said, that's the reason why we're just bestfriends. I went up to my room to get ready for Chunji's birthday party. I picked out a black laced dress and velvet red pumps. I stripped myself from my pajamas and took a nice long hour shower. After the shower, I unwrapped the towel around me and stared at my reflection standing in front of my mirror. I wish Chunji loved me or at least had a crush on me. But look at me, I'm so unattractive. Why would he have a crush on me? I vanished the thought of Chunji and finally decided to get ready. I slid the dress on and sat infront of my vanity to start doing my make-up.  I ended up with smokey eyes, and a nice velvet red lip color to match the color of my pumps. I then plugged in my curling iron, while waiting for it to heat up I sprayed my body with perfume. I started curling my blonde dip dyed hair and finally sprayed the curls with hair spray when I was done. I put my pumps on and headed out the door grabbing the envelope, my car keys, and my purse.

Driving to Chunji's house I remembered how handsome he is especially on his birthday. I also remembered how girls are always all over him on his birthday. My heart dropped at the thought of it. No. This is his party, not mine. I'm his friend, only his friend. I need to stop getting jealous when girls are all over him, he isn't mine, he doesn't like me like that. I finally arrived at his house and I could already hear the music roaring from Chunji's house. I took a deep breath in and stepped out the car. I walked up to the house and stepped inside.The house was filled with people dancing, drinking, talking, laughing, and making out in hidden corners. I was looking for Chunji, I walked around squirming and pushing through and in between people like a lost puppy. Chunji was no where to be found. I was worried that maybe he brought a girl to his room to make out with. Jealousy and saddnes came over me, I began walking to his room and slowly opened the door. I found Chunji. My heart sank. I love Chunji, I do get jealous when girls are all over him but the worse part of loving Chunji as much as I do, is how hurt and sad I get when he's crying. "Chunji!" I ran to him and sat next to him. "Chunji, what's wrong?" He cried harder. "Chunji..." I wrapped my arms around him. "I feel like the girl I love, doesn't love me back. She's here at the party but, I don't want her to feel weird if I tell her that I love her." He said sniffling, My heart sank once more, he loves someone. "Oh.." I said. I wipped his tears. "Come on, you're awesome. Forget her, it's your birthday. Let's party." I said as if nothing was wrong. He halfed smiled and stood up. We went with the crowd in the dance floor and began to dance. Chunji was dancing, smiling, laughing, and being super cute. I was too, but honestly all I want to do is cry.I walked away from the dance floor and decided to sit down for the rest of the party. I glanced over at Chunji and a girl was dancing all over him. Tears were pricking my eyes and I became jealous. " 2 hours more..." I mummbles to myself.

   Two hours pass by and the party is finally over, I sat through it anyways. I was lucky enough that I didn't see Chunji kiss any girls. I would have been more broken than I already am. I watched everyone leave, I usually stay to help Chunji clean the aftermath of a crazy party of his. I stood up. " Chaelin." I turned around and it was Chunji. "You okay?" he questioned. "Of course." I lied. The house was entirely empty so I started cleaning. I felt Chunji staring at me but I ignored it and continued cleaning.If I stare back he'll know somthing is wrong. An hour passes and Chunji and I are finally done cleaning. I sat on his couch and sighed. "Chaelin?" "Yeah?" I responded. "promise me that this won't ruin our friendship." "I promise." I said nervously. " I love you like, I love you a lot." I got so shocked, I froze, and became speechless. "Sorry..." He trailed off. I blushed and shook my head. "No, I love you too Chunji." He froze and locked his eyes on me.  "what?" "Yeah." I responded. "May I confess?" he asked, I nodded. " I always thought you were beautiful. Ever since I laid my eyes on you when you introduced yourself to me at the signing. We started to get to know each other and then...and then I fell in love with you. I just thought I would always be frienzoned." he said. I looked at him, amazed and I smiled. "I always loved you. Even when you didn't know I existed, I was your biggest fan."  His face lit up and he smiled. He sat next to me and held my hands. "Close your eyes" I did as I was told. "Okay,now open them." There was a rose on my lap. I cheesed at him. "Chaelin, may I ask you to be my girlfriend?" "You may." I responded blushing. "My beautiful Chaelin, will you be mine forever?" I flushed a bright red but managed to speak. "Yes, I would be honored to be yours forever." He caressed my cheek and  I closed my eyes to tame myself from squeling so I began to think how handsome he is, only to be interupted by soft lips pressing against mine. I kissed back feeling my heart melt, and the flowers blooming in my stomach like spring time. I opened my eyes and he hugged me tightly. "Confessing my love to you was the best decision I've ever made." he whispered in my ear, I blushed.

"Indeed."