→ le'awesome fbrp's siwon, chunji & soohyuk.
❝ SHOUT OUT! — ✉ : insomniac fbrp's jongin and candywonderlan twtrp + reply from xenodochial twtrp's youngjae and venus fbrp's sohyun!siwon oppa ; ; this dancing queen misses you tbh- i tried going back to see how you were doing but i have god-awful(sorry for using god's name in vain-) timing and you were on a hiatus apparently < and i see that you have a fiancee now so best of luck with her~ sorry i can't attend your future wedding orz just imagine me doing all the ridiculous things you can do at a wedding okay? haha ♡
sir chunji of teentopia . u . i searched high and low in my inbox for that introduction you doofus- wow i really miss talking to you tbh. you were a great guy friend. /nods/ although i was mean to you all the time and you were no better- i decided to leave you a message anyway since i was in the mood to reminisce and damn there are so many memories. anyway, when i came back, you were also gone, i presume. and the last time we talked was a few days after christmas, i reckon. wah it's been far too long, buddy. wish we could hang out and i could steal your ice cream and make a mess in your living room again- or your tree house haha. anyway, i have no idea how to find you or even recognise you anymore so /holds up a cup of hot tea from god knows where/ to our memories and lemon cake o/
giraffe. mortal. walking psychopath. i hope you've made lots of friends and won't die a loner- i'm sorry i had to leave so abruptly. i was in a bad place at that time, i guess. for some reason i was just really unhappy with the whole situation. it was really really not you. it was just circumstances. and really, if they were different, i think we could really have been something... but at that time, it was unthinkable to burden you with so much emotional baggage i suddenly had to carry and wow this post is more depressing than i intended.(really ironic that broken girls intrigued you and when the situation broke me, i left you) anyway, if you ever stumble upon this, i don't want you to see a sad hyoyeon. i want you to remember the happy, weird, awkward hyoyeon that you promised to take star-gazing in the countryside one day. yah. i'll really hold you to that. you silly mortal.♡
i really hope you guys see this.
- hyoyeon.
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