all i can do is binge
when you're around
spit out unspoken words
without a sound
although heavy like a tidal
wave crashing in my shattered heart, oh
killing me
more and more you're breaking my heart
i'm sinking deeper while you walk away from me
your sweet lips pull away from me, there you go
your loving touch slips away from me, there you go
was there ever a time when i truly even mattered?
the wounds inside my heart open even wider
don't walk away from me
don't take baby steps and move on
isolate me from your world like a broken sea
it starts again
we're arguing over the same thing
open a bottle, drink the liquor, finish up the story
i'm in love with you
but i can't describe it with words
so i let my fists explain when i can't speak or listen

just go ahead
explain again
the words you said have hurt me endlessly
killing me inside
but i still love you
hands to my head
i cry again
my life is filled with so much regret
i wish we could break up
cause i still love you
you're telling me a lie
you're telling me a lie
even without you
even without you

the air around me feels empty
dry wind surrounds me like a desert storm
there's a trace of you left behind
just hiding in the dust beneath my tired feet
i can look up to night sky and i w