It killed me. That news. Byun Baekhyun and Cho SoEun dating.

Just like his other fangirls, I was hurt. But that 'hurt' was an understatement. What I felt was killing me. There's something stings inside me, electrifying my heart that it went numb. I watched them from afar. My eyes were staring blankly at them as tears formed and rolled down my cheek without my knowing.

The Byun Baekhyun who made me happy. The Byun Baekhyun who inspired me. The Byun Baekhyun who made my life complete. The Byun Baekhyun whom I love. He's also the Byun Baekhyun who ripped my heart into million pieces.

The Byun Baekhyun who killed me.

Well, what made me think that he will fall for me? He's Byun Baekhyun. An idol, a star. I am just a fangirl. The barrier between us is sky high, it's impossible.

I am just Polar Light.

Lame right?

But Byun Baekhyun...

...He's just everything to me.