''Gomen Sayoko, we can't back together today.'' Kyoko and Suzuhira apologize to me.

  ''I have date with Iwahashi Genki. - Asami Suzuhira

  ''While I have a date with Nakajima Kento. - Takashima Kyoko

 

   '' Uwaaaaa how dare you two !'' I try to tease them and make a sad face.

   ''Sayoko chan gomen, we forgot to say early.'' Both of them bow.

 

 

   I laugh and pat both of their head.

 

   '' Daijoubu, don't make that face, so ugly you know ? Like a ghost, if your boyfriend see you like this they may be faint, okay. '' I can't stop laughs .

 

   ''Eiii Sayoko chan! '' Suzuhira hits my head with her book.

 

   ''Ah, Ittai ! I'm just joking okay, hurry up! They must be waiting.'' I take the broom to sweep the floor - my duty today.

 

   ''Demo, three of us are on duty today. Is it okay for you alone ?'' Kyoko face looks so guilty.

 

    ''Ahhh , that things ? Iye, daijoubu. Just go~ .'' I push them to get out from class with the broom.

 

 

    Kyoko Takashima and Asami Suzuhira are my close friends. They already have a boyfriend while I still single. Nevermind, if they happy of course I'm happy too.

 

   It's nonsense if I don't have a crush. Of course I have! He is my senpai and quite popular in my school His name is... ARIOKA DAIKI.

 

   ''Moshi moshi. '' Suddenly someone knocks my classroom's door.

 

   ''Hai ?'' I turn my body towards that person. And... Arioka Daiki !

 

   ''Lucky you're here ! May I borrow your Science book ? I have extra class and I need to do revision .'' He asks and give me a killing stare.

 

   ''Err...err .Cho...chotto ne.'' I rush to my bag and take out my science book.

 

   ''Here.'' I give my book to him while my face still towards the floor.

 

   ''Arigatou Sayoko-chan.'' He pats my head and leaves the class.

 

   ''He.. he knows my name! '' My face feel so hot and I bet it already turn to red.

 

****

 

  ''Ohayou Sayoko chan~.'' Both Kyoko and Suzuhira greet me .

 

   ''Ohayou, what about yesterday ?'' I ask them as soon as they reach to my table.

 

   '' Double date !'' Both of them say in the same time.

 

   ''Uwaaah sugeee~ Lucky!'' I praise them , in the same time my tone - jealous.

 

Suddenly... I hear some girls screaming excitedly - kyaaaaa~ . Hurmmm, hot stuff girl .

 

 

   ''May I see Takahashi Sayoko.'' That boy... He comes again . And to see me!

 

    All of the girls see me weirdly . Well, someone popular come to see me, of course they jealous.

 

    ''Err, hai.'' I lift up my hand and he goes to my table. He puts my science book and of course he pats my head again.

 

    ''Kawaii Sayoko chan, arigatou.'' He continues and it makes my eyes turn wide.

 

    ''Eh ?'' I turn my face to him . Oh god, what did he said just now ?

 

    ''Your face is blushing, kawaii.'' He pinchs my cheeks. Wait ! Did he thinks I'm his pet.

 

    *

 

   Now, all my classmate look at me with unbelief face. What had happened just now were so ridiculous. He said I'm cute, he pinch my cheek and he....

 

 

  '' Woah Sayoko chan, sugee~. Your lover ?'' Suzuhira and Kyoko ask. They're like twin. Always say, ask, speak and whatever in the same time.

 

  '' I... Iye!  Like I said before we don't have any kind of relationship. He just borrowed my book. That's all. Don't think anything than that huh ? Humphs. '' I sit back  after babbles like a grandmother just now.

 

   ''But both of you like a couple.'' Now, not just Kyoko and Suzuhira but all of my classmate !

 

   ****

 

   After dinner, I rush to my bedroom to do my homework . There are a lot of it and I must finish them as soon as possible because my parent  warn me to sleep before 10 pm because they have something important to do outside. I take out my Science book and flip it until page 34 and I see something ! Like a letter. I read it and it says...

 

  Tomorrow, Sumida Park , 10 am.

 

  Ah, I'm forget~ Tomorrow is holiday actually. Chotto, who puts this in my book ? My mind keep thinking. But I don't have any idea. Suddenly... My phone ring. An unknown caller.

 

   ''Moshi moshi .'' I answer

 

   ''Konbanwa kawaii Sayoko.'' Oh my, that ikemen ! He's calling me.

 

   ''Arioka kun ?'' I ask although I already know my crush is on the line.

 

  He laughs and our conversation start to become very friendly. He is just nice person. And... My heart feel doki doki along the chatting.

 

  ''Don't forget tomorrow okay. Our first date, Oyasuminasai Sayoko chan.'' He ends the conversation. FIRST DATE ? I can't breath when he said that. What he means by that?

 

***

 

   I wakes up in the early of the morning. Making bento to be brought when my FIRST DATE. When I think once, I don't want to go but when I think twice, I wanna go. He is so nice and call me a cutiey girl. Of course I feel happy and shame too because I'm kind of nerd girl ? Wearing spectacles, not a fashionista and all type of nerdy girl.

Hurmmm, what should I wear ? I take out all my clothes from the closet. A dress mabye ? Just a simple dress. Yellow ? White ? Pink ? Green ? I wear all of them. Nothing are suit for me... Wait, there is still one dress left. I try it. Woah~ It suits me a lot.

 

*

 

  I walk along the Sumida River before reaching the park. I can see how calm here. Mabye, I should wait him here. I go under the sakura tree and puts the bento on a bench there. I walk a few step behind and suddenly I slip.

 

  ''Kyaaa~'' I scream but I can feel that I'm landing in someone chest. I don't feel hurt at all.

 

  YAMADA RYOSUKE'S POV

 

 

   ''Ittai.'' I feel someone is landing 'perfectly' on my chest. I - that was sleeping before open my eyes and I see a girl on my chest !

 

   She opens her eyes slowly and she looks shock until she stands herself. But... She slips again*mabye* and both of our lips merge together. Kisu ! Ehhhh~  Both of us break the kiss.

 

  A girl with red dress is touching her lips and her eye is looking away from my face. Shy maybe ? There is a spectacles that still on my chest.

 

  ‘’Yours ?’’ I ask her like we don’t have anything happened before.

 

  She takes it quickly and wear it. Then, she faces me. Her faces is red as strawberry.

 

  ‘’My first kiss… Had been taken.’’  She whispers, but I still hearing her.

 

  ‘’Ryosuke ? Sayoko ? Why both are you are here ? Together ?’’

 

TAKAHASHI SAYOKO’S POV

 

 ‘’Ryosuke ? Sayoko ? Why both are you are here ? Together ?’’ I turn my head to see the owner of the voice. Daiki is coming near us.

 

  ''Daiki ? You knows her ?'' Ryosuke points his finger at me.

 

  ''Hai, of course. She is my girlfriend.'' Daiki hugs me from behind. Don't say that my face already turn red as my dress now.

 

  ''We're on date actually. So, should we make a move ? Jyaa Ryosuke.'' Daiki helps me to stand back.

 

****

 

  ''So, Sayoko did you happy today ?'' Daiki asks when we're infront of my home.

 

  ''Un, of course I'm happy! Arigatou Daiki kun.'' I stare him shyly. He told me before to call him DAIKI because we're already a lover.

 

  ''Sukidayo.'' He whispers at my ear and give a peck at my cheek. Then he leaves after saying goodbye.

 

****

 

  It's already 3 months since our first date. I still remember what he said when our first date . But, since last week we're not contact at all. Usually he will call me exactly on 3 pm. Hurmmm, what happened to him recently ? In school, we're not speak to each other at all. I don't know why he changed ? Sayoko, don't think negative about him okay. He is your boyfriend !

 

  -Message tone-

 

   Finally, a message from Daiki.

 

 

    Tomorrow, usual place. 3 pm.

 

 

 

   My lips smirk widely. Although it just a simple messages, but it relief my worries a lot. Sukidesu. A peck on my phone. Like a kiss for him.

 

 

 **

 

  3 pm . I'm already here, but there is no one here. Usually there are many people, tourist that enjoyed the beauty of this place. I sit on the bench and take a look at the nearby - my first kisu moment.

 

  Hurrmm, daiki doko ni desu ka ? I look at my watch, 4 pm ! I already here without doing nothing for one hour. Iye, daijoubu. He must do something important first. Just wait Sayoko. I try to think positive. He never cheats on me. I belief on him.

 

 5 pm...

6 pm....

 

  How can I keep waiting patiently until now ? My tears come down... Mabye, he forget ? I should go home now or my mom may getting worried. I wipe my tears before . Suddenly, without a sign that rain will fall, a thunder suddenly catch up .

 

  ''Kyaaa'' I scream alone and put both of my hand at my ears. Kowaii. I must back home as soon as possible.

 

  Wind blows strongly, it makes me hard to walk. I turn around, there are no single person. Maybe they already know about today's weather would

gonna be bad. Finally, the rain fall down. When, thunder,wind and rain merged they make me more fear than before and more difficult. All of my clothes totally wet. And, my head feel very dizzy . I feel very weak. I can't stand this. Someone...

 

  I feel that someone is suddenly carry me up. I try to open my eye although it make me hurt when I try more. He.... I try to smile to him... I touch his face and he smile back to me...Atashi... Just love that smile...

 

 

****

 

  ''Ittai.'' I suddenly wake up from the sleep. My head still hurt. I look around - try to find a watch. 12 pm . Wait ! Where am I ? I try to recognise this room. It's not my room. I look beside, I see someone. Who is sleeping soundly. Is he... Taking care of me ? I touch his hair  softly. Arigatou... Ryosuke kun. He wakes after hearing my words.

 

  ''You were awake ?'' He touch my forehead using his back hand.

 

  ''How can I be here ?''

 

   ''I brought you to your house, demo... Your house  were locked and I don't know where to find the key.And  I don't anything bad to you '' He explains.

 

   '' Hurmmm, my parent not worried at me at all . Doue ? Daiki lied to me. Doue ?'' I bump my face to his chest. Atashi... Wanted to be loved. '' I burst all my tears at his chest.

 

  ''Gomen.'' I'm just realise that it was wrong action.

 

   ''Iye, daijoubu.'' He close his face to mine and kiss me. I don't know why I'm not refuse. His lips make me calm and forget all the worries.

 

****

 

  Today Suzuhira and Kyoko ask me to accompany them to amusement park. Because I'm not busy at all, I join them. It's a very long time since our last activity together.

 

  ''Suzu, Yoko , let's play that !'' This time I'm more excited than them.

 

  ''Sayoko, please stop okay. I'm already tired. Why you turns to a child today ?'' Suzuhira and Kyoko chuckle.

 

   ''Eeiii~ yamete yo '' I pout.

 

   ''Okay, just ferris wheel huh ?'' Suzuhira seems pity to me.

 

   ''Yatta~ Love both of you .'' I blow a kiss SPECIAL for them. HOHOHOHO

 

*

 

  ''Tokyo were sure so big city.'' Suzuhira and Kyoko are having chit chatting together.

 

  My eyes keep staring beside from our place. The ferris wheel movely slowly. And I see someone that I know a lot. Having a kiss scene with someone that I don't recognise. Eh, masaka ? No, mabye someone else that may look like him.

 

  ''Sayoko ? Daijoubu ? Your face look pale.'' Kyoko that may realise that I keep silent speak.

 

   '' I'm just feel dizzy. Mabye fear of height.'' I give a excuse.

 

   '' Wait eh, this is the last round.''

 

  I nod.

 

*

 

  '' Toilet ~ toilet~ who want to accompany me ?'' Kyoko promotes.

 

  ''Atashi~! Sayoko, you wanna come along ?'' Suzuhira give a respond.

 

  ''Iye, daijoubu. I will wait here.''  I shook my head.

 

 

  About 2 minutes they left me, from a far. I see someone, having a very lovely dovey moment. I just stare them from the place I stand. I dial his number to sure he is .

 

  ''Moshi moshi.'' A girl pick up the phone. In the same time, the girl with that boy is talking on phone.

 

  ''May I speak with Daiki ?'' I request. Clearly, the girl give the phone to that boy.

 

  ''Ano, Daiki kun, who's that girl just now ? Where are you ? Can we meet ? Now ? '' A lot of question from me. That boy walk far away from the girl that with him just now.

 

  '' Err, he's my friend. I'm at home doing a revisIon with my classmates . Iye, Sorry. I'm too busy. Jyaa~'' Fuh~ a powerful excuses from him. Still, I can hear a girl calling 'honey' before he off the phone.

 

 

   I try to act cool in the crowded of people. But, I can't ! He's cheating on me. He has someone else. A tears like a pearl fall down finally. Nande ?

 

  ''Daijoubu ?'' Someone touch my hand and wipes my tears.

 

   '' Iku.'' He pulls my hand and bring me outs from the crowded people.

 

****

 

  ''Just cry. Burst all of you tears. '' He hugs me.

 

  ''Y...You  already know about them ?'' I ask him. Still crying.

 

  ''Hurmm, her name is Yamamura Sachiyo. Same class as us. They together since last month.'' He sighs and release the hug.

 

  ''A... I know that I'm not perfect like that girl. I'm ugly , nerd ...'' My mouth shuts when he puts his finger at my lips.

 

  ''Iye, you are the most beautiful girl that I had ever known.'' He removes my spectacles and untie my hair ribbon.

 

  '' I like you since that day... First time seeing you, first time both of us kiss, although we don't have any feelings.'' He express his feeling.

 

  I don't know why. When he said that, I remember when our first time facing together. I were kissing by him. Demo, I'm no mad at him. And, I always miss to meet him. Although in the same time, I like Arioka Daiki.

 

  Ryosuke Yamada...

 

  ''Atashi...'' I don't know  what to say. He makes me touch with his honesty.

 

  '' I will not hurt you. I wanna be by your side. Zutto~ Aieru.'' A confess and akiss from him. That make me feel that I love him.

 

 

Owari~

 

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