I can't remember when was the last time I felt your breeze caressing my hair. Your delicate hands run through my locks. It was pure bliss.

I think I forgot how it felt to be surrounded by your immensity.

I miss the days of running free. I miss the sand under my feet. It tickled. It was those days when we would go for a stroll at the park and we would play 'I Spy".

Just listening to the rhythm
of your crashing waves.

Oh how I miss you.

Why did you have to go Yixing? When you left you took a part of me with you. You may not know it but I don't feel complete anymore. I don't feel your kisses and your arms around me. I feel hollow, a shade darker than black. I lost you but I can't let you go. Don't you know how much I love you? How much I miss you? But all I know that you're never gonna look back. You cannot read loss, only can feel it. I cried and begged for you to stay.

The constant pressure of watching you walk away causes a violent ringing sensation.

You claimed that you loved me 
...but now I know it was all a dirty lie.