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Resentment

Every night he would go to her. 

You would lay in bed waiting for his goodbye kiss. 
Listening to the door close, while you silently cry. 
You knew. Of course you did... 
You knew about Jiyong' s secret. 

He was cheating on you with Chaerin. 

Your name is Bo-Ra. You are a YG producer and a very known name.
Talented, beautiful and smart were the 3 words that described you perfectly. 

Your and Jiyong' s roller-coaster relationship has been going on for 2 years. At first it was lovely like any new couple. One year in, things were fine but a little bumpy. 
6 months ago things started getting worse. The arguments, the all night crying... 
He seemed to grow colder with everyday. 
Those hugs and kisses you would melt in were gone. Actually he avoided touching you at all.
Only in public because of his idol reputation. 
Your emotions were all over the place.
Anger, betrayal, sadness, depression.
" How can he live with himself?" you think to yourself.
It needs to end.
 
Later that night


You pack your bags quickly because you couldn't face him. He would break you with his words. Instead you recorded a song for him. It was the only was to make him see what he has done. Tears tumble down your cheeks as you lay the cd on the table. 
Picking up the bags you walk out silently. 
"I cant pretend anymore, Ji." you whisper to the empty apartment. 
Im sorry. 


Gdragon' s pov


The work at the studio was piling  up. Bo-Ra was already home for sure like always. Something would sting in his chest at the thought of her. She was his first love. But it faded away, the passion... He couldn't pretend anymore. Still, he couldn't let her go. Habit i guess... 
As he closed the studio door he thought of her.
"Maybe I should call..." he thinks to himself.

He called but nobody picked up.
1 time
2 time
3 time
Huh, thats weird she always has her phone with her...

Something told him to hurry home. Intuition. 

While driving home crazy thoughts were running through his head. 
Finally arriving he walks into the complex. 

Taking the elevator, the floors were moving so slowly. Walking to the door he unlocks it.

" Bo-ra! Baby!" he yells.

Silence

" Bo-ra!!" he yells again looking through the rooms. 
No sign of her.

Just a cd laying on the desk. 

" What?"  

Putting it into the stereo, her voice, her angelic voice started singing. 

[ This is the song http://youtu.be/Kp1i75BXV50 
And it inspired me in the first place. ]


I wish I could believe you
Then I'll be alright
But now everything you told me
Really don't apply

To the way I feel inside
Loving you was easy once upon a time
But now my suspicions of you have multiplied
And it's all because you lied

I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forgive this
But I'm much too full of resentment

You could've told me you wasn't happy
I know you didn't want to hurt me
Look what you've done to me now
I gotta look at her in her eyes
And see she's had half of me
How could you lie?

He was done. Tears roaming his face he fell onto his knees. Grabbing his hair he released.

You were gone. Forever...

 

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aldimia #1
Chapter 1: omg omg cant wait for the nest updateee!!!
love it :) its cool
prima99
#2
Chapter 2: this is so awesomeee. I am happy she didn't get back with him
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#3
Chapter 1: a new chapter? mkay im working on it, i will need myb 30 minutes... Look forward too it :)
rebeccasumual #4
Chapter 1: sequell!!! :):)
kiyoshi_101 #5
Chapter 1: Sequel ~!!! ^▽^)/ (´・ω・`)(-^〇^-)