Youngjae felt someone shaking him.

"Youngjae-ah, wake up. Jae wake up"

Opening his eyes he faced a smiling leader. He unconsciously smiled back as he sat straight.

"Hyung? We arrived already?", he asked rubbing his eyes.

"No we just changed location, seems the PD wants us to finish shooting.", Jaebum explained ruffling his hair.

"Hyuuuuungg", Youngjae whined as he fixes his hair.

"Come, the others are inside already waiting for the staff to finish setting up", Jaebum said as he again takes Youngjae's hand going out the van.

Upon standing Youngjae noticed Jackson was looking at them like he saw earlier at the temple. He felt Jaebum's grip on his hand tightened, he looked at his leader and smiled gratefully knowing that he is there for him.

He can feel Jackson's gaze as they walk pass him towards the maknaes but Youngjae just looked down.

"I'll leave you here with Yugyeom and Bambam. I'll come back once I finished talking to the PD", Jaebum said before kissing him on the forehead.

Youngjae blushed when the leader kissed him before leaving. He gasped when he noticed Jackson was looking at him and the leader intently more specifically him. He felt his heart beat fast by Jackson's gaze but it was quickly covered by Yugyeom hugging him.

"Hyung are you ok?", Yugyeom asked and Youngjae looked at him in confusion.

"Yeah hyung are you ok? Jaebum hyung said you were not feeling well earlier", Bambam said hugging his hyung.

"I'm ok now", Youngjae replied as the two maknaes hug him.

He smiled knowing their are people who still cares for him, but he felt sad when the one person who he wants to be close to hates him.

Youngjae wants to cry right at that moment, his tears almost fell when Jaebum finally came back. 

He might have noticed Youngjae's tears for he quickly brought him at the back of the house where no one can see them.

"Youngjae-ah please don't cry", Jaebum said as he wipes Youngjae's tears.

"Hyung, I don't know what to do. It hurts hyung, it really hurts", Youngjae said sobbing hard to their leader's chest.

"You love him that much?", Jaebum asked.

Youngjae froze. He loves Jackson? The feeling he has was not just wanting to be close?

Upon realizing his feelings he even cried harder.

Jaebum just hugged him and giving him soothing reassurances. 

Why can't it Jaebum? He thought as he clung to the other.

"I'll help you Jae", he heard Jaebum said. As he looks up he saw their leader's sincere face.

"Hyung?"

"To tell you the truth. I love you Jae but I know I cannot have your heart for he has it already", Jaebum spoke as he caress Youngjae's face.

"Hyung~"

"Shhh I'm ok Jae, as long as you don't push me away."

"I won't hyung. I won't", Youngjae replied as he hug Jaebum who seems to savor the moment for he knows soon he won't be able to do this anymore.

"I'll always be here for you. I love you Jae"

"Thank you hyung. I love you too but~"

"I know you love him more", Jaebum whispered.

As they broke apart both smiled at each other.

"Do you feel better now?", Jaebum asked as he tries to fix Youngjae's hair.

"Yes hyung. Thank you so much", Youngjae replied sniffing.

"Let's go we have to fix your puffy eyes first. You don't have eyes anymore", Jaebum joked.

"Hyuuungggg your mean", Youngjae replied laughing.

Unknown to the two a certain foreign member heard them talking but quickly left before he heard everything.

A/N ok as you can see this story won't be a 2JAE. Don't be sad you can check my 2JAE story FIRST to satistfy your 2JAE feels.

any thoughts about this chapter?

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