‘Bull’

He cursed letting go the empty bottle he held for quite long, that was his 8^th bottle to be exact. Here he goes again releasing his entire dilemma. Who would have thought that one of the sought after, talented artist, Kwon Jiyong who appears on every red carpets with full of confidence wearing nothing but designer clothes personally made only for him was hiding a broken heart for three continuous years inside him.

‘I am so tired, too tired’

If I will to sum it up, that was the 162 times he said those words in front of me, directly into my face holding my hand so tight like those words are meant for me, for us but, no and not.

‘It hurts me every time she acts so free in front of the crowd, how she easily got involved on those issues that she used to date here and there, how she can flirt with any guy even I am around just for the people not to have a clue that we’re back together! That is all because she wants to protect her image; she wants to be free from the criticism of my fans, her fans. She’s not even thinking about me’

He cried not even know how dumb he looks like, how I am used to see him that way, how painful it is for me. His best friend for 6 years, the only person he is comfortable to open up every single thing about him, the girl who secretly damn in love with him. Lee Chaerin.

XO, (7/13/2014)