Special girl

Special girl

Glimpsing at you without anyone noticing it Became my habit

Bi glimps at jaekyung’s direction near winner’s dorm.

Now that SM&YG mereged and they became together he always crushing jaekyung as in the magnae of 7hearts  the new girl group.

BI

You know jae, I love you

I love every sights of you

Your eyes,

Your face,

Your beautiful hair

Your neck

Your irresistible skin

Your body eventhough you’re forbidden to show it all

So, will you be my princess??

I stare at you for many reasons and doubts

Can you be my princess really?

And sometimes, when our eyes meet

I become an actor acting as if it was nothing

“Oppa, gwencahana??” you said as you caught me because of my stare just now.

We’re in the Cafetaria right now the whole artists in our management does. So again you caught by my eyes those beautiful eyes.

“AH ani jae oppa just stare there” I said as I pointed at the other side of the cafeteria.

Action, I often think about going to you and starting a conversation

Why do I became like this huh jae??

I just don’t know how will I act and start a conversation whenever the space by your side is just empty

The real one not just are you ok??

Or just how are you??

Not just as an oppa jae

As a boyfriend

But why do I always freeze when you just come in front of me?

Again we have to meet at the music bank another day. You bow politely to me as you greet me as you sunbae or oppa.

I just stand there and pause

Geez how pabo am I right??

Let the girl of my dreams walk away along with her friends

I should’ve start a conversation while it’s just like

You ok??

Fighting jae!!

Or an advice as a sunbae

 I don’t know why girl

Oh my hairstyle is a bit better than the other men

The color of the brand new shirt I bought yesterday is a perfect decalcomania of the blue sky

You know princess, I’ve dubbed as the next GD with various hairstyles.

Why do I have to be like this huh??

A minute when I saw you walking closer to mine I’ve fixed it better.

Even better than your other guy Kim Jaehyun and that jerk who always try to hit on you Choi Junhong maybe that your sweet childhood friend Jeon junkook who always tried to prove that he’s THE ONE.

My shirt yeah the new one that suits me well jae why don’t you try to stare at me now a little.

Today I want to hold back my pride and confess to you but But it’s not that easy

Yeah why do I have to be cool every time I stare at you princess??

Eventhough   I tried my best to hold my pride to it

But really my ego just come again with that

So again, I just froze as I stare at you princess

I’m just staring blankly somewhere else

“Oppa jinjja gwencahana??” Jae said as she looks to me in the confidence side.

“Ah deh gwencahana jae omo look it’s 2NE1 sunbaenim deul and those wall seams nice” I said as I stare at the empty corner.

Jae left again…….

Alone now lonely her

Geez if I have enough guts to confess to you, we can walk together.

Beautiful girl

I really like you smiling by my side

“Oppa, you know winner sunbaenimdeul just win in mcountdown!!” you said as you’re smiling like you’re the one who win.

I like that jae your supporting attitude  towards others.

“Yeah they’re daebak!!” I said as I tried to offer her caramel macchiato and espresso for myself.

“Gumawo oppa”

I hope we can be like that jae I really am.

You’re sparkling

Really you does jae

You strangeld me cause of your charms

Princess

I want you

To be able steal the beautiful you

I want you

Really

I want to be your boyfriend

Your boy who loves you

Who be by your side

Sad

Happy

Pain

Smile

Tears

Really I want you cause

Cuz you are my (You are my) special,

You are special,

You are special, special, special girl

You are special,

You are special,

You are special, special, special girl

Yes you are jae

Special girl that makes me can’t breathe just gazing at your direction.

Makes me want to hug you tight when you’re crying

Your polite attitude towards me makes me want to stop you from it princess. And makes me want to say “stop jae you’re my yeojachingu can we speak banmal to me”

You’re sweet scent always makes me remember about you.

Your cute act and ageyo makes me want to hugs and pinch your red cheeks

Can you stop me princess??

Cause it won’t stop

A chance to see you

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday

The thing I want is the bonus that is the weekend

Would it be nice to have us in the weekend jae?

 Just two of us our schedule full and makes me want to have some time alone with you my girl.

Yeah my future girlfriend

Saturday night together??

Not lonely

Watch movie with me??

Go to see some musical with me it might be nice

If I could just see you coming to see me

I would give my everything

It will be a pleasure if we can be together jae

See you come to me and see me

In my studio

You can give me some inspirations for my song princess

Or maybe

We could have our little duet

You can support me in the music show while holding my name on the scarf or my group name like fany noona does to nickhun hyung.

Maybe hold a light stick too

Make me a lunch princess so we can have our little”date” on my waiting room.

Yeah I’d love it.

Whatever the price is

To do so, I need my unique charm that can appeal to you

I need my charm to appeal on you

So you can fall in love with me

Makes the first move the loves

The cute sound

I have my reasons tough

Try to think about me girl

Like I think about you

Try to write poem about me

Like I does in my songs about you

Just you

And make sure only me ok?

No other guy me

Because the men are always lining up in front of you

I gotta K.O him

You got many fan boys

Younger

Older

Same aged

For example my frenemies

 BAP’S Zelo

My arch enemies to get you Jeon Junkook from BTS

The SM GUY Kim Jaehyun

Even my own members like

The cute one Kim Donghyuk

The tough guy Koo Junhwae

I got to make them K.O so they will leave me to get you

Again you’ll be mine

Baby lean on me comfortably

I won’t move

“yah I’m here ok??” I embrace her on my arms as she came to my dressing room.

I won’t move even a bit just rest princess enjoy our time together.

Alone ok??

If you just come into my arms

I will give you everything

Really everything jae everything for you

What you want

A pink thing

A tight embrace

Maybe I can make you a song

One of my lame jokes

My failed ageyo

My rap

Just tell me everything

Just for you, I will make time

I want to confess to you and say that it’s daily

I’ll empty my schedule every day for you jae

To confess daily so you always know that I love you

I love you no matter what kay??

The fans

 The rumors

Their obsession

No matter what, jae

Never say that you’re all alone cause I’m here for you

Just for you

But why is the reality different from my feelings?

You don’t even know my name

I walk by you silently again today

Yeah again jae

You don’t even know me

Why are you like this Kim Hanbin jinjja

Get to know her as an ordinary man??

Pabo

Hyungs how pabo I am now

When you’re in love you’re a pabo

Ah jinjja

Why do I have to do this again?

Spring and summer, fall and winter

Regardless of those, you’re so beautiful

After seeing you for the first time, even when closing my eyes, I see your silhouette

A year pass already and you’re wearing different outfit every season.

Mini on summer

Flower theme on spring

Dramatic on fall and…….

Warm on winter

You’re still beautiful no matter what you know

Looking at your pre-debut photos

Makes me want to do look at you again

It’s no change then and now

You’re still beautiful

Even your body just beautiful or even just your silhouette

Your Kindergarten

Grade school photos

Middle school

High school and now

University photos

Yeah so sweet so y hey

Nothing comes in my reach because of you

I, all day all night long

“Hyung what about our dance move??”Junhwae said within my taught.

Yeah we’re back at the studio again recording our song.

Practicing for our next comeback

“Hanbin-ah gwechana?? You’re not concentrate all day”Bobby hyung ask me

Maybe I just dying on my thoughts of you jae just dying

Dying of jae’s love

At night I can’t even sleep jinjja

Cause

Evertime I closed my eyes I only saw you

Smiling

Embrace me

Hold my hand

Am I really insane??

Your beautiful body as we dance

Argh!!! I couldn’t sleep princess really

My roomates,

Jinhwan hyung and Yoonhyung hyung

They sleep peacefully

But me?

I always thinking of you

Your love

Your sweet scent as I embrace you

Even

Your obsession about the pink colour

I kick my blanket tonight

Out of frustrasion

 

 

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