Characters : Bang Yongguk & Song Jieun (Secret)

Rated : PG ,

Genre : Slight , romance , mature

WARN FOR ADULT CONTENT

Storyline 

A couple that had been together for so long , almost to step to another stage of life. In the circumstances, they want to tell each other of their feeling and how much one love to another one.The development of their love to each other is more than people could think.

Author's note : A trembles of one, could tell how much he/ she love their partner.

 

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Turn the lights off…

The fog faded away from the candle, the room turn to be darken , silence outbreak the room – except for the sound of raindrops, that dropping from the rooftop and sliding down outside the window. Like rhythm , the silence break down when  , by the sound of our breath blended together with the sound of the raindrops outside – ‘drip , drop , drip drop ‘ , when its hit the ground , ‘ hmph , huh , hpmh , huh ‘ , the sound of our breath like rhythm blended with the raindrops outside. I look into your eyes, , those eyes like a drugs for me when the first sight I seen it – I had completely pull in my those eyes.

Sit back & Relax your mind

If you’ll be mine, I don’t need no more

We just ride tonight, come on!

While leading you to the couch in nowhere your hand was in cold – though you’re warm blooded being but at this moment , I can felt the coldness of your hand. Perhaps, it was due with the rainy night , tonight .Your cold hand trembling and shaky a little – I felt it under my palm as our hand intertwined together , each fingers.  “Babe , just sit back and relax your mind , “ you seemed not to be that shaky anymore after I comfort. Your body trembled underneath my touch on your skin. I slide down my hand through your body – pulling you into my embrace by your waist. The scent of your body like a spell for me – hypnotizing me for each time I attach to you. “If you’ll be mine, I don’t need no more,”I whispered out , sending shivered down your spine , “We just ride tonight, come on!” ended my words with a slight moan. Your face became reddened by my words and slightly moan as I turn to you.

Don’t be nervous and get comfortable baby

Tonight you are special, y lady

This rainy night seemed will be a long night – the thunder strike out the gloomy dark night . The flashlight of thunder flashed through the window – your face of nervous insignificantly had drawn out when the flashlight. I can see how nervous are you. Leading you to the way of the couch  by the bedside – avoiding from the flashlight of the thunder . Pulling you closer to me – sitting on my lap – after I sit back on the couch. The sound of thunder had lowered a bit now – the room had once became silence again  until it breaks once more – not by our breath but by the racing heart of yours .”Don’t be nervous and - ,”I whispered out – holding your hand with mine , while you just sit on my lap innocently ,” - get comfortable baby,” you felt the ticklish of my breath – you tilted your head a little. I find it’s cute for a moment when you tickled. I couldn’t help but to half smile, it’s too precious for me – you’re too precious for me but – “Tonight you are special , ma y lady,” – you will be more than precious for me tonight. The racing sound of your heart had lowered a little – you seemed to be calmed a little now.

My heart (you hear me? come on)

This ringing (can’t nobody stop me)

I grabbed your hand – placed it on my chest,”My heart is only for you.Can you feel it?” holding on your hand that place right in front of my heart right now .The silence of the room easily break with your single moves – the ruffling sound of the fabric cloth when you place your ear in front of my heart – on my chest , lifted down my head , I could smell the scent of your hair –my heart fluttering even more ,”Did you hear me?” the sound of my heart is like a music rhythm because you’re the reason my heart thumping with its rhythm.”This thumping, can’t nobody stop me.” I ruffled that beautiful smooth black hair of yours – every single touch of your hair is desirous , “It’s beautiful,” as simple as that when you form a smile – I know what you are trying to mean. I’m glad that you smile instead after hear of me – the heart rhythm that connect us together.

Your beautiful silhouette takes my breath away..

Breaking the nervouses earlier – you get a hold on my hand and lead me to drawn a line of your beautiful silhouette of your body . I feel the dominance of yours. Sliding down my hand which being hold by you – from above to below. Your beautiful silhouette can takes my breath away – it’s beautiful and greatly developed , how could god create a perfection creature with this beautiful silhouette . It’s heavenly . Still holding on my hand – like slowly measuring your body when my hand roaming by your lead. Alas, stop by behind your back when you lean closer to me and locked your y tender plump lips on mine. This seem like a dominance for you – I didn’t give in – I pull you in , deepened our kiss. It had became passionate kiss – your naughty hand didn’t just remain silence , roaming my chest moving up to my top and ruffling my hair , I could felt my hair tangling around your beautiful defined fingers..

Your deep ocean-like eyes that look at me

I’m falling for you (slow), I’m getting into you (slow)

Breaking apart our lips from each other – the break of kiss when we both breath in the same air , you breath out while I breath in. Our eyes locked to each other when our forehead meet with each other – I lock my eyes with yours – no, more like your deep ocean – like eyes that me into you, slowly. Very slowly , I’m falling into you just by your pair of ocean-like eyes. We breath in the same air – our chest moving together after we break the kiss. In this circumstances, nothing more I want but you. I could see through your emotional pair of eyes that thinking what I’m thinking as well..The heavy rain and thunder aren’t a bothersome for us anymore because we both know this rain will be a whole night long – all night long…..All night long we both will stay at this abandoned old English Style house.

I really want your body

Even your heart that revealed the hidden me

Our lips meet again – crash against each other , this time we directly into deepened kiss. Where I could felt your naught slimy tongue exploring in my sweet cavern. It tastes just as sweet as sweet strawberry candy with mixed feelings. My hand felt neglected when our tongue actually working – I started to roam your beautiful body silhouette that takes my breath away once again – every time I touched , it’s just likely takes my breath away. Our kiss taken us further – the room had been full of our lusty moans. I broke the kiss once and travelled down to your neck , leaving – or perhaps wanting to marked you as mine in somewhere a little revealing . I slightly pants came out from you through that y sweet lips that I had taste a bit earlier just now,”I really want you body,”I moved up my to whispered through your ear, you tilted your head  in respond of my words . “Even your heart that revealed the hidden me,” as I reached my hand roaming the beautiful body , landed on your chest, right in front -  I could felt your heart of wanting me – just right beneath  this fabric .

 

I want to check your love

This feeling that you’re giving me

This body, this soul , I have been longing for. I just want to discover our love – your love to me.Pulling you into my embrace once again – wanting to create a beautiful mark beneath this beautiful smoothing skin . Not to be too revealing – yet wanting to tell the world you’re mine..Sliding down my hand to your ant waist – holding you into you. I should couldn’t stop whispering y words towards you. Because you are more worthy than just y words from me. You’re seducing no matter in what ways. Roaming that beautiful neck of yours – gives me any idea when I heard you pant out for me , “ I want to check your love to me,” you tilted your head in respond and slowly move apart . Facing me – those eyes once again me in whenever you looked at me like that , you smirked – makes me couldn’t help but to plant a kiss on that plump lips .I slightly give a peck on that vulnerable lips as you smirk – taking it as an answer. “ This feeling that you’re giving me. I want to discover out,” I was expecting you to be nodded and let me do the rest – letting me to be the dominant tonight . However-

 Very slowly, with great detail

I’ll touch you, I’ll touch you, I’ll touch

However , you weren’t nodding anyhow – your smirk leave in my mind – wondering what could it be mean. You undone a fabric scarf around your waist while still on my lap – without any idea I was thinking when you place the scarf around my eyes, blindfolded me .I could only see black in front of me right now and the sound of fabric cloth ruffling each other. Somewhat object dropped down to the ground . I could smell the scent of your body through your cloth – when you slightly flinched it in front of me , maybe it’s a purposed. I’m still in the blindfolded situation – after a while , the sound of objects dropped down to the ground and over and I couldn’t felt more of your clothes flinched in front of me. I felt my hand being grabbed once again – leading me to somewhere heavenly . Very slowly , with great detail this time I roaming this beautiful body – I takes my time to be in your lead while my eyes were been blindfolded . I could only know what my hands feels without having a proper look.I leave myself for your leading and dominance. Because this is your time of dominating. I’ll touch you, I’ll touch. Every single touches were a great details of your body.

 I love everything about you, even your smallest trembles

My baby, I love U Tonight

Although, you’re leading , dominating , yet with every details of your body that I had touched.You had a sensitive body , I can feels it – being blindfolded couldn’t see that innocent face of yours when responded to my touch on your skin. I was like a blind man being lead, guide by someone to cross the road – giving the all trusts for the one who leading you to cross the road. This is how I am right now. I’m putting all my trusts to you to lead me. I love everything about you, even your smallest trembles , the sensitive body tremble under my touch. . I could see that face when you trembles , it’s a pity for me but – to be able to be in your lead , studying the details of your ily beautiful silhouette was already enough. I don’t mind to be dominant by you – being blindfolded yet I still could felt the kisses you plant on my lips , between the kisses , I whispered some words,” My baby, I love you tonight,” without realizing this is the first time I whispered that much words . Because my words only for the one I loved – my only one.

This fluttering feeling when my hand touches your body

Tonight, I deliver my heart into your ears

This fluttering feeling when my hand touches your body – too much to be bear now . The kisses you plants on my lips had been too much to be bear for me now. I’m still in my blindfolded situation – letting you to lead me a long and being dominant right now. Everytimes you lead me to your define, protruding as well as  soften organ in the front , I couldn’t help but to whispering into your ear – perhaps wanting you to be moans from my words as well. I have a greedy side as well . “ Tonight , I will just deliver my heart into your ears,” with that I was hoping you will comprehend my heart and love towards you never been a joke nor faded away from now on until we met at heaven in the future..

Close your trembling eyes, come deep into my arms, trust yourself to me

I make you love me, if I have you, all day, always

A few touches afterwards – I unfolded my eyes from the fabric cloth that had covered my eyes from this pure beautiful silhouette in front of me. I can’t believe I had missed that delightful moments to witnessed all these right now in front of me. Like a blind man that had put the true trust to a true passer by who leading him to cross the road – I felt like a blessed right now for putting my trust for you to lead me earlier just now. Yet, this time is time for me to dominating now – your dominance time was indeed great but I just don’t want to sit back and feeling neglected. I smirked a little when I saw you daze as I take off the fabric that blindfolded me. I locked up the both arms of yours that had lead me to heaven just now above as your back hit the downy full cotton couch – I make sure you landed without hurting yourself  before going further. “Close your trembling eyes, “sprawling over you – locking your both hand above . Obeying my orders, you close your eyes this time , “ –trust yourself to me, I will make sure you have a great night tonight.The night just for the two of us,” such an obedient girl you are, to letting me to do the rest of the job. Stripping off my one last piece of fabric because it will be unfair for you if you had done it for me yet I haven’t done any. Your fully body – in my sight. Giving my best of love to you tonight, trying not to hurt you because you have a sensitive body . Which , I don’t mind – I find it’s a very seducing part of you when you trembled under my touches.

Lean on my right arm and whisper

As much as I love you, it feels like I have the whole world

A sweet kiss with you

I’m not going to pressure on you – forcing isn’t my style. Gently I entering that sweet cavern – a pant formed from your mouth when I entering .You leaned on my right arm and whispered, to tell the truth, this is the first time I heard you whisper out that a lot of words for this whole night, “I love you, Yonggukie,” that voice is y enough for me , it’s the most beautiful music rhythm that I had ever heard for all this time of composing songs. As much as , you whispering the words , It feels like I have the whole world right now, right tonight. You let out a pants – I reached my lips and locked it into yours , a sweet kiss with you – pampering you had always been what I willingly to do for my whole life onwards.

I can’t leave your side, I’m looking at you but I miss you girl

This night with you, time has stopped right now

Your ocean- like eyes locked into me again , I can’t leave your side right now .I’m looking at you right now but I miss you girl . Having just for tonight isn’t enough for me – though we haven’t apart yet I had already missing you badly.Your every single touch – the feel of my hands laid on your skins , like a drugs , it had nailed with me..This night with you, time had stopped right now.The raindrops, thunder , had nowhere to be heard right now, it’s just our breath I could heard right now .Just the two of us for this time being – time had stopped for us right now. My love had fully fill in with you – for you.

In a place I couldn’t reach

Now it comes closer

I can’t stop now

Say my name even more

A place that I haven’t reach before, it’s now became closer to me. I couldn’t stop myself. Times had stopped , just the two of us right now in this world for two of us in this abandoned English style house. I can’t stop now. “Say my name even more,” I whispered – obediently you listen to me. The room, the house , the world was just full of your voice of calling my name.. The loves I plants in you – I hope you will feel it.

Being with you, spending the night

(My baby, my lady, just give it to me)

We could have been collapse by now – but – I want to see your face more . I want to memorized your facial features for tonight. It’s the most beautiful in the world. I plant another kiss on your lips – a curved line I could feel by my lips . You smiled saying I love you to me. Being with you tonight , filling you with my loves – you’re my everything . Spending the night with you , my baby, my lady , you just give it all to me instead without hesitation . With exhaustion , you drop on my right arm and fell asleep, the sleeping figure of you like a goddess in front of me – I barely to wake you up because you’re too exhausted , I gives a sweet peck on your forehead, dropping a goodnight kiss for you.”Sweet dream ,my sweetheart ,Jieun.”

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THE END

 

Author's thoughts

When I listen to this song without checking out the lyrics yet , I was thinking that this is such a romantic and lovely song,it's so sentimental mixed together with the smexy rhythm and music.I was thinking it's a song about two lovely couple or something romance like that.After checking out the lyrics,I completely dazed off,my eyes almost popped out and my face became hot and I need cold water that time.I was giggling my own in front of the computer and laughing like fool, HOW DID YONGGUK OPPA WRITE SOME Y HOT LYRICS LIKE THAT?!?! ( I almost shout out) then I go to youtube and search for the fancam of this song performance, then DANG!OMGAAHHH!!! I drop my jawline and my eyes open as big and almost fell off to the ground, covered my mouth avoid myself from shouting , my blood circulatory run so fast that turning my face redden as an apple.THEY MEMBERS DO THE CENTRIC ING ON THE STAGE AND THOSE FANCAMS JUST MAKE YOU BLUSHING AND NOSEBLEED..... The boys indeed had grown up now. 

I had struggled a lot whether to write this or not since it's a rated 19 fic afterall , I had spend my time to study the lyrics as well trying to receive the message through the lyrics.Alas,I come out with this fic. Instead of having ty scene , I just write a slight one because it's not necessary since the lyrics isn't dirty lyrics or something all about , it's just a sentimental , mature love song lyrics , unlike those love dovey one, this is a mature love between adult, a romance story among adult.I was really dazed off that Yongguk oppa could write out something that y.It's great afterall if you study the lyrics seriously.

While in the progress of writing this fics,I try my best to think like an adult (well,I'm a one indeed ) ,trying to comprehend of what adult love like....

Picking the female character in this fic isn't mean anything at all ,it's just that...I'm sort a ship Yongguk and Jieun ever since Yongguk featuring in Jieun's solo song called Go crazy.Jieun is my bias in Secret, her voice is amazing and had such a beautiful facial features.I hope people won't bash me for choosing Jieun.Please don't,no offense.

I hope it turn out to be great,I try to delivered the message through the lyrics into a fic....

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