Sunday morning. The weather isn't that good. I stare at the dark clouds. My mouth says,

' What a dark day today ' 

 It's been a month , or maybe more , you left us . you left Exo. You left me. I thought you were joking. But now I realized, how pretty dense am I .

You're my everything. You're the one who always comforts me when I'm sad. You always make me laughs and comfortable. I feel safe. And then I realized, I have fallen for you. But I keep quite. I keep it or 6 years. I want to tell you, but i'm afraid. I'm afraid that you would be disgusted with me. I don't want to feel that way. That's why I keep it all in. 

Now ? 

Everythings gone. I never again smile. I never again laugh. 

Even when I do, it's all fake. I did it forcely. 

The others tried to comforts me, I can't. I have to act infront of them. Inside of me, It's full of darkness and sadness. 

I need you more than ever. 

I need you to acompany me, I need you to comort me like always.