“Kyungsoo.I’m back!”The mentioned latter’s eyes went wide as he lept out of bed.

“Where were you?!Do you know what time is it now?!Look at the clock!!!It’s ing 1am in the ing morning i just-”

Worry was evident in his face,fear etched on his face as he creased his eyebrows together and frowned in disapproval.Kyungsoo never cussed.N.E.V.E.R.But then again,Mirae was never home that late.It just so happens that her co-worker,Jiyoung,was sick today and she had to take over.She pulled Kyungsoo into a hug,a tight one.

“Look,i’m sorry ok i-”

“No.You know what it’s ok.It’s ok because i’m just worried.It’s ok because i just miss you.It’s ok because you were busy.It’s ok because i miss you so ing much it hurts ok.I can’t live without you.I just ing thought you were gone.It’s ok because i cared too much.It’s ok because at the end,i’m getting hurt,not you.It had always been thisway.And will stay this way.Because i care for everybody,i just care so much i get hurt all the time.Even you,Mirae.You don’t understand me.Noone ever did.I-”

“Kyungsoo-”

“No wait,let me finish.No one understands me.Jongin,Baekhyun andChanyeol.They were all the same.Hurting me,breaking me like i was meant to.And i thought maybe i just wasn’t meant with guys.I’mwrong.You proved me wrong.I’m not meant for love.At all.”

Kyungsoo wiped the stinging tears away as he bolted out the door.

“I’m sorry i just- this forget it.”He slammed the door shut and ran out.

“Kyungsoo…STUPID MIRAE WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?!”She ran out after him,just in time to hear the horn sounded beside her.Then a crash,glasses shattered,pain came and soon…so did darkness.

Kyungsoo’s eyes widened.His crush was under the car,flattened,blood pouring out.He felt his heart crack,break,tore…like it was ran down as well and yet,he did nothing.He couldn’t.He loved her so much…and they said if you love someone…let them go.Maybe this is all life’s prank onhim.Maybe it was…and maybe he had a chance to save her.To change their fate.But he didn’t.He grabbed the driver’s shirt collar and punched him till his face was as bloody as it could be.And he left the driver.Beside his crush.The girl of his dreams she was.But not anymore.He wasn’t going to believe in love anymore.Not so foolish to be in love.He wasdone.With love,life and all the other bulls.