A/N: Hey first i want to apologies for not updating my other fic , I will update it pinky promise . so I'm back with another fic, my first angst fic i personally enjoy reading them especially when I'm sad so enough talking I will just let you read and enjoy the story hope you will like it Mush love ;*

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Alone, depressed, she was sitting in the corner of the room hugging her knees, how lonely she felt, she didn't imagine that one day she will be in that state, no one did. She was the most cheerful girl with the brightest smile, her lovely voice will charm you, her look will make you fall in love with her, all that vanished with one accident, one mistake, she was left behind.

'' are you planning on talking today, perhaps something you remembered from that day ?'' the doctor said to shyhee .

 That was her state from the first day she entered the psychiatric hospital.

'' She suffered a shock, she needs extra care and professional treatment, she can be cured there is hope '' those what doctors keep saying, for her there wasn’t hope, she was hopless , she just wanted it to end , her nightmare .

*Flashback *

'' yaa are you really going to confess tonight? '' Sun asked her friend

'' yes, you see, I have thought about it, and I have nothing to lose '' shyhee replied

'' ok good luck on your confession '' her friend kissed her goodbye and run to her classroom

little did she know that someone heard their conversation.

'' euh woohyun can we meet after school I have something to tell you '' shyhee  said shyly

'' of course '' he replied.

*bell rang *

* ok shyhee you can do it just say it , you have nothing to lose anyway * shyhee thought

'' oh shyhee here you are , let's go to the cafee shop , we can talk there '' he said

'' ohh y-yeah let's go ''

when they were about to cross the streets woohyun saw a child who was crying in the middle of the road the traffic lights turned to green he rushed to the boy and saved him

'' woohyun '' shyhee yelled she felt relived when she saw him on the other side she was about to run to him but a car came from the opposite direction….

*at the hospital *

'' what happened to my baby '' woohyun's mom came crying to shyhee.

'' he …. h-he h-ad an accident '' shyhee couldn’t speak properly from all the crying , she was still in shock.

'' no it can't be he called me he said he was coming home late , he said he was fine '' his mom kept crying , the doctor came out from the operation room

'' doctor please how's my son '' Ms nam rushed to the doctor

'' we have done what must've been done let's wait , there is hope '' he reassured her

'' thank you , thank you ''

shyhee was relived , she went to the bathroom to wash her face .

'' I told you will pay '' shyhee turned around to face a woman , her face seemed familiarly , she was sure she have seen her somewhere , but she couldn’t remember

'' I told you it wasn’t over , I won't be the looser of this game , never ''

'' I don’t know what are you talking about , did we meet before ? ''

'' what? You don’t remember you say, let me refresh you're memories , we were best friends once , you stole my boyfriend , does that ring a bell ? '' the woman said

*flashback *

'' shyhee wait I have something to tell you '' kyungsoo said

'' ok , but wait where's yoo jin I thought that you will be celebrating you're one year together '' shyhee said

'' we broke up ''

'' ohh you two seemed perfect what happened ''

'' I love you , we broke up because I fell in love with another girl , I love you shyhee I have loved you for the past months and I have been thinking of a way to tell you'' she was surprised she never thought kyungsoo will have such feelings for her , he surprised her more when he locked their lips in a long kiss . yoo jin has watched and heard all , with teary eyes she left .

* end flashback *

 

from that day they didn’t meet till know

'' Y-yoo sin '' shyhee said

'' bingo well I'm here as I promised, remember the present I left at your house before leaving , oh did you like it by the way ? ''

'' it was you? You were the one who did those horrible things to my cat ? H-how could you I thought we were bestfrin….''

'' we weren't you steeled my boyfriend I hated you for that and I'm making you taste your own medicine  I will be waiting for good news , if I were you I wouldn’t leave the side of those who I care about ''

'' W-woohyun '' shyhee run to woohyun room to find his mother on the floor crying her eyes out.

'' what happened '' shyhee asked, shaking

'' I lost m-my only son ''

those word stabbed shyhee at her heart.

her phone beeped , it was a message and she knew it sender .

 

did you like my present ? don't thank me he wasn't going to make it anyway I just made it easy on him

 

*flashback end*

 

'' it wasn’t fair , I didn’t even had my chance to confess '' shyhee said without showing any emotions

'' what shyhee ? Did you just talk? '' The doctor said

'' Make it stop '' shyhee said looking straight at her eyes

'' make what stops? ''

'' My nightmares ''