-You finally get home from shopping with Soo Young. You're tired and you have at least 7 bags of clothes in your hands.-

N/A: "Eomma!!...Appa!!" -you call your parents, but no one is home. You glance over at the clock..Its a quarter past 7"

"Where could they be?"

-reaching in your pocket, you take out your cell phone and notice you had a text message from NamJoon-

NamJoon's Message: "N/A-ah...I'm not angry at you for ditching me either today, but....I really do need to talk to you. Something has been heavy on my heart for a while and it needs to come out or I'm going to explode. I know you are still out with your friend, but as soon as you see this message...call me...please"

-Your heart was beating so fast! What could NamJoon possible want to talk about that was so important. You've never sensed this much concern coming from him before. All of a sudden...that conversation with Soo Young popped into your head.

*Maybe Soo Young was right.....AISH!! Can't be!! All this time..no no no* -softly slapping your cheeks trying to get that thought out of your head-

Eomma: "N/A..are you home?"

N/A: -slightly surprised- "Ne Eomma"

"Where have you both been?"

Appa: "We went to the market to get vegetables for the soup. We left you a note, did you not read it? We left it in your room."

N/A: "Ani, I just got home not to long ago, I haven't been to my room yet"

Eomma: "Ah..i see you had fun" -noticing all the bags on new clothes-

N/A: "aha ne! there were....lots of sales today" -you said with a quirky grin-

"Well, I'm about to go take my bags to my room and get settled"

-you quickly collect your bags and rush to your room. Literally jumping out of your shoes, you fall onto your bed and re-read the message that NamJoon had sent you hours ago.-

*I want to call him, but I'm afraid of what he might say. What is Soo Young was right and he does like me and he confesses all of a sudden...but...what if it could just be something going on with this family or...another girlfriend. But he said it was heavy on his heart so I can quickly elimated the fact that he wanted to talk about a girl..silly me...you dial his number..."

NamJoon: "yeoboseyo"

-silence-

"n/a-ah...are you there....can you hear me..?"

N/A: "ah..Jonni-ah..mianhae..I read your message you sent me" -another break of silence- "is everything ok?"

NamJoon: "I really don't know how to say this.."

-omo-

"I think that I..."

Eomma: "N/A!" -you heard your mom calling you. You were both happy and upset at the same time-

N/A: "aigoo, Jooni-ah my mom is calling me I have to go. I always leave so suddenly. Hopefully we will be able to talk later, ok?"

NamJoon: "oh, okay..I'll talk to you later"

-Namjoon hung up first. You could hear the hurt in his voice, what is really upsetting him? You toss your phone on the bed, and head to the kitchen to see what your parents wanted.-

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NamJoon POV

-Sitting on your bed with your head in your hands, you have never felt this way about a girl in your life.-

*How could this 1 girl make me feel like this? Yes, I have known her for almost all my life, but still. I guess that fact that I can't think about anyone but her is why I can't keep a stable relationship with anyone.*

-You sat on your bed for a few more minutes in silence before finally getting up and heading to the bathroom.-

*Am I not her type?!*

-you say as you look thoroughly at your face.-

*naa, that can't be it! I mean..look at me!*