Ilhoon Pov

 

I’ve never seen her ever since she moved from Korean Arts School. we’ve been really close for 8 years of childhood and preteen-hood ! but i guess because we both have idol dreams we can’t just always stick together we have to make plans for our future.

Manager: Ilhoona! Coni and Doni made a good feedback on your gwiyomi player! so they want you on the show!

Ilhoon: ah, jinjjahyo? woah

Manager: get ready tomorrow,

Ilhoon: I start tomorrow?

Manger: yes, so be good.

ilhoon: ok

Bomi Pov

I guess it’s all in my childhood and I cant force to get it back its too late to regret and I dont want regrets! and being the noona I need to be the one who is strong in this situation.

Chorong: yah! Bomah! the manager is calling you up.

Bomi: uh jinjjayo? waeyo?

Chorong: molla, he wants to talk to you

Conversation___

Bomi: Chrorong unnie said you want to talk to me.

Manager: oh yes! this guy with me is Btob’s manager and we we’re hoping to see you both in weekly idols on the next episode ..

Bomi: ah jinjjayo? kansahamnida *bows*

Manager Btob: it will be good for variety to see you two cuties

Bomi: nugoo? 

Manager; dont bother you’ll see eachother

Bomi: It doesn’t matter.. dont mind my question 

End __

Bomi: Chorong unnie! haven’t you heard about btob?

Chorong: aiish this kid! we share company with Btob! and I am in their debut Video!

Bomi: Ahh jinjjayo.. you seen them yet?

Chorong: ahh no, we shoot separately.

Bomi: ah ok.. 

Chorong: why are you asking? you going to be with them?

Bomi: yep, but I dont know with who…

Chorong: you guys will see by the way..

Bomi Yeah..

Ilhoon Pov

YEAH my big break!

Manager: Just do your best for the show! be professional! ok

Ilhoon: yes hyungnim

___weekly idols__

Doni: ahh.. Ilhoonah! acckk 

Coni: yah! why are you here? *jokes*

Ilhoon: because you want me too!

Doni: agghh.. where’s the other one?

Ilhoon: other?*wondered*

Manager: ahh she’ll be with him for the next episode i hope you understand.

Coni: ahh, we understand

at weekly idols everything turned up fine the hyungs made me comfortable with them and I had fun ^^ i hope this would continue

___dorm__

Eunkwang: yah! Ilhoona! your making popularity on your own!.. look! your all over the internet!

Btob: issshh*tease*

Ilhoon: Hyung! it wasnt me!

Sungjae: But hyung! look you become nation’s cutie! *teases*

Ilhoon: dont play dumb with me sungjae

Manager: sungjae was right! look it up!

Ilhoon: jinjjah? *glanced* woaah! it is true!

Manager: it will be better soon as you both work together

Ilhoon: Nugoo hyung?

Manager: she’s an Apink member.

Btob: eyyy Apink!! *jealous squids*

Minhyuk: yah! ilhoonah that’s too much! *tease*

Ilhoon: aiisshh stop it

Hyunshik: yah extend my regards to the cutest member for me :)

Ilhoon: of course you can have her! *annoyed*

Bomi Pov

tomorrow is the day… i have my own schedule! at least i wont get bored … what will it be?

Hayoung: unnie!! you got your thoughts deep.. what’s the matter? nervous for the cute guy?

Bomi: cute what?

Hayoung: woaah! you haven’t look up yet?

Naeun: unnie, he’s pretty popular now.

Bomi: he? you mean my co-MC is a guy?

Naeun: yeah, he’s everywhere now!

Bomi: yah! your making me nervous -_-

issh these girls.. i think i have to sleep for tomorrow

Bomi: I better sleep now

Hayoung: Goodluck for tomorrow unnie *tease*

Bomi: issh!!

___next day

Manager: Bomi, we need to hurry

Bomi: uh, ok,..*rushed*

-weekly idols-

Bomi: oppa, i need to go to the comfort room for a while

Manager: oh sure just hurry up

—-leaving the comfort room

i was about to go for filming when..

BOOM!

Ilhoon: oh, sorry *fixing Bomi’s bag*

Bomi: oh I’m Ok.

Apink manager: Bomi~sshi!

Btob mangaer: Ilhoon!

Ilhoon: B-bomi?

Bomi: I-ilhoon? what?

Ilhoon: Noona?

Bomi: ilhoonah

Btob manager: wait, you know each other?

Bomi: ne

ilhoon: when we were little

Bomi: ilhoonah you grew up so fast you become a young man now

Ilhoon: Noona, you become a- um… err l-lady*shy*

Apink manager: oh wait lets film first ok?

Coni: oh you where here all along. lets film now

Ilhoon&Bomi: ne

Ilhoon pov

I felt the awkward atmosphere and again i felt so shy with noona.. maybe seeing her for the longest time made me feel happy and nervous.. akkk tteollyeo >.< 

Coni: oohh! this two are the cuties of their group? am I  right Managers?

Manager: yes,

Ilhoon: jinjjah?

Bomi: heol!

so this mean Hyunshik was referring to Noona? What’s between them two?

Bomi: Ilhoonah! you must have got loads of admirers?*tease*

Ilhoon: heol,.. well they chase after me XD *laughs*

Bomi: haha you never changed! Bad Boy!

Ilhoon: Do I look good now noona? i gotta look good for the film.. *bragging* XD

Bomi: yah! My best friend always do! XD*kicking jokes on eachother

so she still the same.. she still know me as her bestfriend -_- hurts but i guess Hyunshik hyung and Bomi noona got something special

Bomi Pov

Till then i still hide and hiding it hurts like crap.. I just professionally does stuff but I can't stand the fact that he was just on the other side.

Done filming...

Ilhoon: Bomi noona, we could go to the dorm together I was informed that ours was just next yours so we could see eachother then ^^

Bomi: jinjja?.. Ok^^

He wraped his arm around me. I may be the noona but my dongseng grew up pretty tall ^^.

Ilhoon: lets go!

Managers: you guys really know eachother?

Ilhoon: oh yes hyung! In fact we are really tight. *jokes*. We go ahead hyung!

Btob manager: you sure?

Bomi: oh this rascal? Hahaha crazy? But yeah*jokes*

Managers: ok then.

They where hesitant but they approved it anyway xD.

 

Ilhoon's pov

Hanging out with her again feels so good. I just hope noona would somehow realize but I guess hyung and noona already had something special.

-walking-

Ilhoon: noona, did you know Hyushik hyung?

Bomi: oh! Yes we were schoolmates! :) he was senior back then^^

Ilhoon: he's awesome is he?

Bomi: um.. *nod*

I began to feel something heavy. But I still continued asking no matter the odds.

Ilhoon: you like him do you >.<

Bomi: I do like him back then.

 

 

Bomi's pov

Ilhoon: you like him do you

He asked. And I just honestly answered.

Bomi: I do like him back then

Yes, I do like him but I couldn't deny the fact that he never fullfilled me like ilhoon do.

 

 Ilhoon: noona, what if I would tell you this. 

 

 

" I LOVE YOU"

 

 

Bomi: *eyes widen* Oh ofcourse I love you too! you're my bestfriend * awkwardly smiled*

Ilhoon: noona, I ment the other way... I mean it.. eversince we met.. I never felt like you were just a noona to me..

 

What? Ilhoona.. you know this isn't gonna work :'( our work is at risk!.. I LOVE YOU too! but you couldn't just waste your career for me.. yes I can endure if I would lose my career but you?! .. Ilhoona gaseumapa(my heart hurts)... 

Ilhoon's pov

tears starts forming in her eyes as I stare.. noona, what does this mean? ..

Ilhoon: noona?

Bomi: this can't work Ilhoona,,..

"sorry"

she cried and heavy heartedly I respond

Ilhoon: its okey noona.. I just wanted to confess but that doesn't mean you have to love me back. *smiled *

 Bomi's pov

no, ilhoon! no, if I could only fight for this but as a noona I should think of your welfare first.. apa! 

 

Flashback__

Manager: you should put in your mind Bomi that this is work.. Company siblings couple are prohibited.

Bomi: sure ^^

Manager: be professional if someone confess.. so as the other members should.

_end

 

I did not know this was going to happen T__T I'm breaking slowly as Ilhoon left without knowing my side ... 

 

Ilhoon's pov

Broken, but I walked alone and went our separate ways.

 

Nobody's pov

after the confession incident 3 months after....

 

Bomi's pov

another day of taping these past weeks were akward as hell but we kept going no matter what.. *sigh* seeing him every film kills me slowly.. 

 

SET_

Defcon: Goodmorning BOMI!

Bomi: Oh goodorning oppa.. 

I glanced slightly on his side and a girl was sitting next to him.. I turned away and this time I wasn't just broken but stabbed by 10 sharp knives!!.. apa!! he might have moved on since T___T

 

Ilhoon's pov

Girl: Ilhoon oppa!

Ilhoon: yes?

Girl: there isn't any vacant seats.. can I sit next to you?

Ilhoon: sure..

I was expecting for someone but no one came and this girl came and hearing oppa isn't Bomi noona so I felt torn.. 

Girl: Ilhoon oppa? are you alright? 

she run her fingers through my hair and as I look around I saw Bomi noona looking away.. an-dwe.. but as I can see she looked like she dosen't care at all.. is this the sign that I need to move on?! I'm I fooling myself? I know I can't! but I have to the ease the pain.. but I tried meeting girls but none of them felt the way I feel with Bomi.. psshh!!

 

Bomi's pov

 

 he look so fine now and it hurts but I guess if you genuinely love the person, you should let him go.. though letting him go means pain :'( .. I feel like a fool.. but I have to..

 

Nobody's pov

after a week Bomi and Ilhoon crossed their paths...

 

Bomi's pov

 

I was about to go home when I saw Ilhoon and the Girl walking towards my direction.. I was hurt but I continued and as his bestfriend I approached him .

 

Bomi: Ilhoonah! congratiolations!

 

Ilhoon's pov

 I saw noona approaching and patted me

Bomi: Ilhoonah! congratiolations!

I faked a smile cause I couldn't dare to lie to myself that I wanted her to be the one I'm walking with now.

Girl: kansahamnida *smiled*

Bomi: Cheonmaneyo.

and she left.. I wanted to go after her but I was too late she got inside already

(guys can't go inside a girls dormitory and vise versa unless its a relative, or... Boyfriend/Girlfriend)

 

The next day__ on set

Bomi's pov

another filming day.. sighs*  i was roaming around the set as I was early it was quiet then I saw Ilhoon sitting on a bench alone and those recent smiles disappeared! it hurts more than the time I let him go cause I know for sure he was grieving for the girl he loves the most.

Bomi: Ilhoonah.. what happen?

Ilhoon: noona, why? why? is it so hard to take it?

Bomi: did she broke up with you?

Ilhoon: no, I thought breaking up is the hardest but being rejected breaks me up even harder.. noona.. I broke up with her cause I can't make a fool out of myself anymore. 

he stood up and I was stuck up with those words..

Ilhoon: I was deeply torn noona cause I can't live a lie ! she isn't what I need .. you are.. and I dont care about my career anymore as long as I have you..

tears starts forming on the edge of my eye and I hugged him tight and I cried even harder.

Bomi: Ilhoonah.. please don't say that! I can't endure it if you lose your dream cause I know how much you wished for it.. yes, I was torn when I let you go and everytime I see you with her I was crashed but for you I endure it... 

Ilhoon's pov

as I stared I noticed tears breaking down and she hugged me tight and she cried...

Ilhoon: noona..

I run my fingers through her hair and hugged her tight

Bomi: I could leave mine behind but not yours.. i know how much it means to you..

Ilhoon: do you know what I wished for first everytime?

she looked at me 

Bomi: what?

Ilhoon: to have you.. I may love my dream but I love you even more..

Managers: yah,..

Ilhoon: Sorry hyung.. *bows* but lying with myself is the worst decision I made..

Bomi: Ilhoonah!

Managers: who said about a thing? you guys are hitting it right! they love your tandem and we are now giving this to you...

Bomi: jinjja? Ilhoona! saranghae!

*kiss on the cheek*

Btob walking in the set__

Btob: ackk!! sweet! XD *tease* 

(BTOB witnessing the scene)

Hyunshik: ah! Ilhoona! you got her first?! 

Ilhoon: mianeyo hyung ( sorry hyung)

Eunkwang: ooh! rivals!

Hyunshik: just kidding! we love your couple by the way XD

Ilhoon: ah jinjja?

Bomi: kansahamnida *bows*

Hyunshik: look at his face XD I was kissing

Sunjae: noona! dont be so formal you will be our sister- in- law by now XD* teases*

Chorong: yeah!

Bomi: chorong onnie?

Chorong: eyyshh! not just me... 

(apink memebers appeared)

Namjoo: ahh kyeopta couple

both groups laugh

 

Bomi's pov

 

I guess being able to endure things really have a great reward.. now pain turned into happiness :)

 

Both pov

we are Ilhoon and Bomi Oneshot story... SIGNINGOUT ^^

 

 

 

 

_________LOVE___________