Fear.

Definition: a distressing emotion aroused by impending danger, pain or evil; whether the threat is real or imagined.

It comes in many shapes and forms. Real or imagined.

To some, it’s nothing.

To me, it’s everything.

Fear has taken control. Fear drives me, fear commands me. It uses and abuses me. Fear is now my shadow, my unwanted friend.

I never used to be like this. I used to be such a happy kid, never caught without a smile. My life used to be good. Fear ruined my life, fear is what pushed me over the edge. Fear is what lead me to be this way.

There are only three things that can beat fear; and that’s confidence, bravery and love.

Too bad I don’t have any of them.

My confidence has gone, my bravery has run away.

And love . . . well, that was complicated.

I used to have love, I used to be in love. Now, I don’t know what love is. I don’t remember what it was like, I don’t remember the feeling, sometimes I don’t even remember the word. Love was gone, just like everything else in my life. It had left me. I wasn’t lovable now, I was hateable.

Some scientists say that we dream to recall the important thing in our life. They say that we dream to remember. Other scientists say we dream to forget.

I certainly don’t want to remember, but my dreams are making it hard to forget.

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Lee Taemin

Choi Minho

Kim Kibum

Kim Jonghyun

and Lee Jinki

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Hi everybody!
It's my first time writing a 2min fanfiction! Although Jongkey is my otp, 2min is not very far beind it! 
This is actually a contest entry for caline's conest, Two Mins, One Love.

I know I don't have much chance, considering all the beautiful writers out there (one including my dongsaeng :3) but I thought it would be a good way to meet people and have a good experience.
 

This goes out to all the troubled souls suffering the traumas of Insomnia. I know how hard it can be, but don't give up. Liht always beats darkness.

Warning: it might get a little angsty.
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I hope you enjoy!

Love- Sophie x