'' I just moved out from my apartment. I really don't know where to go. But I want to kill this night too, like any other nights. My heart is so heavy. I know, it’s filled with of emptiness. It’s almost getting dark around. So, I walk through this side walk around and around so blindly, everyday again and again. I don’t want to stop nearby anything. I see the street lights so blurred, I thought it’s due to the snow fall.  This Snow reminds me a lot about you and me. I used to call you as my “Snow Princess”. You, soft and beautiful like white snow fall. You are the like the snow angel sent from heaven along with magic dust of snow flakes.
I cared for you.  I protected you.  But I was never able to wake you up from a “kiss”. Other Princes would come and give kisses and awake you. Then again, when you were tired with them you come to me and sleep with me without a fear. Of course…. I protected you no matter what, you could rely on me without any fear. That was why I was always by your side         Once, I remembered, you merely hold my finger and walk with me on a snowy byway. And suddenly you were about to fell because of the slippery tiles.But I managed to hold you, putting my arms around your waist. I may stared you for seconds, may be more.  Really, I couldn’t realize what was happening.  You got my hands off so quickly and jumped off, then stared me. I saw that your face began to frown.”   I know you never wanted to think of me. It’s not your fault, I guess. It’s my miserable life.   I still remember the day just like yesterday, the day you fought and broke up with your previous boy friend Kris the tall blonde haired guy, you came for me and cried the whole day. You hit my shoulders and cried, cried...Until your voice got hoarse, you cried. You fall upon me and shed tears until my shirt was drenched in tears. When you fall upon my shoulders,  I felt your heart beating. But I know, you never know that I cried too, each and every time you cried. I wanted to cry like a little boy, to release my pain, always. But I can never do that, with you in front of me.   Then four months later, you were falling in love with Jongin . He never cared about you either. But you were fascinating about him.  Sometime you didn't give me a call for two three weeks and sticked to him. I’m really happy though because you were happy. But few months later, yet again you broke up with him and came to me. I was there for you, as always. So again… you told lot about yourself and your dreams. I was not