Final.

Not Yet Moved On

Even though you've confessed your love for Daehyun, letting him know your feelings for him isn't enough. So, the best option for you is to leave to forget everything. Everything that's going between you two.

 

Even though it hurts,

 

Even though it means leaving him,

 

And even though you love Jung Daehyun.

-

You already informed TS Ent that you're leaving.

An hour ago,


"Please don't tell the others that I'm leaving. I'll just contact you with a new number if I'm ready to let others know that I already left." You said. "And after all of these, I'm cutting my ties, all of my connections to you. Thank you for having me here." You added.

And the papers were already signed by you.

 

There's no going back.

-

"Jae, can I talk with you?"

"Uh, sure. About what?"

Tears are already forming your eyes.


"Please take care of Daehyun for me, Youngjae."
 

And then he hugs you.

 

"Don't worry. I always will."

 

You said to Youngjae that you're leaving. Only to Youngjae.

-

You are walking your way to your dorm until you bump into someone.

 

"Daehyun.."


"Um, hi."


"What are you doing here?"


"I needed fresh air."


"Oh, okay."


"Are you excited for tomorrow's Inkigayo?"

 

You freeze.

 

"U-um, yeah!"


"Good luck to you."


"Thanks. Um, I better get to the dorm. It's getting late. Good night."


"Good night."

 

You're about to walk when he suddenly hugs you. You can't speak. You can't move. You can't feel anything.


"And when you'll win, I'll tell you something very important."


He walks away, leaving a crying you.

-

"In today's Inkigayo.." Daehyun and Youngjae are the MCs.

 

Your manager walks on the stage and asks the microphone from Daehyun.


"I'm sorry for interrupting, but I have to tell something in behalf of TS Ent and Kezia."


The fans create a commotion.


"Kezia, of our agency, TS Ent, already left because of personal problems. I'm sorry, she can't join today's Inkigayo."


He gives back the mic to Daehyun.
 

Youngjae's face is worried. Daehyun's mic fall on the floor. Inkigayo is postponed.

-

Daehyun runs going to your dorm. After entering, he realizes that all he heard from your manager is true. There aren't any traces of your things anymore.

-


"Why did she leave!"

 

"Daehyun, I-"

 

"Why didn't she tell me!"

 

"Daehyun, please-'

 

"I have something to tell her and she left!"

 

"Daehyun, I have to-"

 

"I love her, Youngjae! I just freaking do!"

 

Daehyun surrenders his knees to the floor.


"Get up and hurry. She'll be leaving in an hour."

 

"What are you saying?"

 

"If you love her, then follow her."

 

"So, you knew about all of these?"

 

"You're wasting time, Daehyun."

 

-
 


Tears are falling. They can't just stop streaming through your cheeks. Your heart is being twisted in a random manner. It's so hard for you to breathe. But even how hard it is, you need to endure it, because you love Daehyun. You're doing this for the sake of his happiness. 15 more minutes, then that's the time you'll be proceeding to the waiting dock.


-
 

"Wait for me, Kezia."

 

Daehyun runs fast to Incheon Airport.

 

BEEP BEEP!

 

He almost got hit with a car.


The important thing now is for him to see you,


To say that he's sorry for not accepting your feelings before,


To say that he's really stupid for pretending to love another girl.


To say how you're important to him,


And to say how much he really loves you.

-

You stand up, signalling yourself that you're ready to go (even though you're really not).


To take a step is hard. Just like it's hard to forget Daehyun.


"I love you, Daehyun."


You're about to take a step when someone grabs you by the arm and hugs you.

 


"I'm sorry."


"Daehyun, why are you here?"


"Please, don't leave."

 

And then it strikes you.

 

"And why wouldn't I?"

 

You're forcing to hold your tears.

 

"Because I want to tell you something important."

 

Your heart is beating very fast.

 

"What is it?"


"I'm sorry being such a stupid jerk for not accepting your feelings."


"Daehyun.."


"I'm sorry for pretending that I love another girl."


"Daehyun, why.."


"You are so important to me."
 

"What do you mean.."


"I love you, Kezia. I love you. Please, don't go."


"I.."


"But if your decision is final, I won't stop you."


"Daehyun, I.."


"I'll miss your smile, your voice, and your wake up calls in our dorm."

 

He breaks the hug and starts to walk away from you.


With a lot of people witnessing the two of you, you shout his name.

 

"Daehyun!"

 

A little more louder.

 

"Daehyun!"

 

You shout again with a sobbing sound.

 

"I love you too, Daehyun! Please, come back!"

-

You're starting anew, after 4 years.


Saying that you already had forgotten all your feelings for Daehyun is a lie. There's a little partition of you that's hoping that your lovestory with Daehyun will be fulfilled.


You peek through the window as you can see a lot of balloons. You call your friend.

 

"Hello, Anna? Are you the one who put the balloons outside my house?"

 

No response.

 

"Hello?"


"Go outside and then you'll see."

 

To your surprise, it isn't Anna speaking. It's a man.

 

"W-what do you need from me?" You ask, scared.


"Just do what I told you."


You obey what he told you.

 

After you go outside, loud sparks, booms and bangs can be heard. You see a tarpaulin with "Mianhae, Kezia. Saranghae. Will you marry me?" written on it.

 

"Daehyun.."

 

Upon seeing him, you run to him so fast. He welcomes you in his arms and than carries you.

 

"Yes, I accept you. I love you, Daehyun. I love you.. I'm sorry, I'm sor-"


"Sssh, I know you do."

 

He puts you down and caresses your hair. He cups both of your cheek, whispers an 'I love you' and gives you a soft kiss on your lips.

 

"I love you."


"I love you too, Daehyun."

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B-syak
#1
Chapter 1: OMONA~~~ nice
GDragon24 #2
i loved it! please update soon and write mooore!