Kyuhyun POV

I can't see him... i can't let him see me... this isn't why i'm back here... Why am i still here?! i knew i wouldn't be able to talk my way through to umma or appa.  Of cos they want more time with Jonghyun, its their only grandson.  Why did i even think i could just show up after a year and "hey.. this is your grandson...and we're leaving the country ...bye"
 
Kyuhyun fisted the cold wall as he tries to control his tears.  It was only a moment he was standing outside, waiting for that nurse to bring Jong back to him.  And now he's standing inside this cold, bright staircase trying to stay sane and most of all avoid a certain someone.  
 
Think about what could have happen! Look! if Siwon saw you just then... ! if he did... or Kangin... arghhhh i can't even... I can't ruin his life any further... he waited for me for all these years... i'm suppose to be dead... STAY DEAD CHOKYUHYUN... you can't have him no more.  He doesn't belong to you.  Especially you have Jong now... you have Jong! why are you trying to be greedy again...?! remember where greed got you?! you want to loose everything again...?!
 
Taking deep breathe, Kyuhyun knew this was another test.  A test from whoever sick enough to mess with him.  He's so glad that he was able to walk away and hide without even stealing a glance at Siwon.  Although it is again hiding he resort to, but better than having to explain to his one true love just why he's alive and standing in a hospital while he should be buried six feet under many years ago.