Regret
RegretA/N: This story was inspired by my Filipino friend who translated a Tagalog love story. tagalog sad stories are really inspiring, though there are some words that has no meaning in english or so i think. anyway. please read :)
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[May 8 2011]
“It’s normal Hyung! Everybody goes through that stage” Kibum said giving a comforting smile.
“It’s because it has only been 10 months since you got together that’s why you fight constantly” Kangin, One of my best friend said.
“You better fix that Hyung!” My baby Donghae said.
Jungsu’s Pov
That’s what everyone say when I get into a fight with Heechul. My Boyfriend. Since the start of our 4th month we have been constantly fighting. In an extent that we fight 3 to 4 times a day. But it’s alright I never once felt regret being with him even if this kind of thing happens. It’s because I love him so much.
Heechul’s Pov
I have a boyfriend his name is Jungsu. My little angle, Well he used to be one but ever since we started our 4th month we started fighting like some crazed couple you see on television! Dishes breaking, throwing of stuffs and saying hateful words to each other. Really unbelievable in what we have become. No wonder I’m starting to get sick of this kind of lifestyle. And this is why most of the time I’m attracted to other people rather than Jungsu. And he knows that I don’t really like it when it’s me who ask for forgiveness first. My pride can’t do that! It’s him I want to come. Not the other way around! To tell you the truth, I really don’t know what’s with him that had me falling head over heels for him, that even if we fight a hundred times a day I still can’t bring myself to break up with him.
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[June 8 2011]
Jungsu’s POV
Guess what today is? It’s our 11th month and still going strong!.I know I should be happy we survived this long. But how can I be happy when I have to work for the rest of the night ?! The Sunbae’s from the company won’t let me take an early leave because we had a report to pass tomorrow. So I really did try my best to explane to Heechul why im not able to go out with him. But sadly he did not understand.
Heechul’s POV
Today is june 8. 11 months of being together with teuki. But that Damn company of his won’t let him leave ! ing furstating ! I can’t help but compare him to Siwon. He always makes time for me even if his schedules were tight. But teuki I don’t know with him.
*phone beeps*
“Im sorry babe I promise to treat you tomorrow. Please don’t be mad at me. If you want I can try and escape okay?”
“No Need! I don’t really care. You can finish whatever you’re doing. I'll just hang out with Siwon and the others!”
“Alright Chullie, Be careful okay ? I love you! What time will you go ? And what time will you come home ?”
“I don’t know. Im bored you see. And I’m not bringing my phone with me. I’ll leave at 7”
“Okay, Okay! Just Don’t stay out too late okay? I’m really sorry for today. I hope you don’t stay mad. I love you so much chullie <3 ! “
“ok”
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Jungsu’s POV
“Ok” was the last reply I got from him.
. . .
6:30 pm
“Boom sunbaenim!, I finished my report early. Umm. Can I please leave? I really need to go please? Please?”
“HA~, Okay Park-shii. Since you’re a really hard working person. I’ll give you permission to leave.”
“ Komawo sunbaenim ! I’ll work harder !”
It’s just 6:34 I’m sure Heechul’s still at his house. I better speed up to get there it in time.
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My name s Kim Heechul have a boyfriend named Jungsu. We fight constantly such on an extreme extent that it happens 3 to 4 times a day.
But not anymore.
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.
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Jungsu died in a car accident on the way to my house. It was to celebrate our 11 months of being together. I bet he was driving like crazy because he wanted get here in time before I leave but I never plan on leaving. The police said he was over speeding and met a collision on the intersection 2 blocks away from my home.
If only I tried to understand the situation he was in…
If only I could’ve made him feel how much love I have for him..
If only I replied “I love you too” when he sent me his mail…
If only i let go some of my pride to pick you from your company..
You must have been so Tired… of corse you are...
from doing your work to dealing with a brat like me..
If only I did those for you. Then nothing bad would’ve happened.
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[July 8 2011]
“Happy Anniversary, Jungsu. Saranghae” I said as I left a rose on his stone cold grave. And that’s when it dawned to me.. He was never coming back.. Never.. Never is such a sad word. Tears started rolling on its own.
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A/N: what do you think ? I know im sorry i killed teuki in the fic ;<<< no Flames please.
And if i have grammatical errors im sorry because englsih is not my mother tongue.
please comment. No silent readers hihih :)
Bye yorubun. :)
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