Hello, My Name is Lee Jaemin.

Most people call me Jae for short and the people I'm extremely close with call me Jae-Jae.

I'm a 22 Year old College student, Currently living alone, Has 2 Part-time Job's and not in a relationship.

I live in a rather big apartment to be honest. It's a bit much for a poor student like myself, But I saved up adn brought it almost 6 year's ago. That's right, It's mine.

In my eye's I have no family. Why? Well My Parent's abandoned me when I turned 6. Saying I was a Monster, That I should have never been born.

I mean, I'm only human. Just like them, Right? At least that's what I think.

Luckily I have managed to survive on my own. Never have I needed another's help. I only need myself, I have never or will never need someone else.

Do I plan on getting a boyfriend? Getting Married? Having Children? No. Because I believe oly myself. Sure, I love kid's. But I've seen how children are now-a-day's. It's scary. I'm scared that other's would taint my child. So, No I would rather be alone.

As for relationship's. I would rather not. I don't want my heart being broken anymore.

Friend's? I used to have some. But they all left. I talk to a few people. But that's all.

College life? Ah! Now there is something. 4 Year's Ago I was starting my first year of College.

Art and Design was my course and I was the happiest person on earth. Then they came along.

At first there was only three.

Bang Yongguk.

Kim Himchan

And

Jung Daehyun.

They liked pushing me about. Making me a laughing stock infront of everyone.

2 Year's later 2 more joined.

Yoo Youngjae

And

Moon Jongup.

Everything died down, But they still pranked me.

To be honest I was so used to it, I didn't care.

Then finally after my two, 2 year Art and Design course's ended and I went on to Dance and Music, Everything changed.

One more person Joined thier group.

Choi Junhong. Better known as Zelo.

When he joined. Everything stopped. They were suddenly nice to me.

I wonder why?

It's Only been 3 week's though.

So Maybe they are taking a break?

I hope this is the end. That they truely have stopped and I can Move on.