A/N: Hi guys, I don't know if someone would still read this because I wrote this 8 years ago but I'd like to finish my story so yea. 미안해~

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Since it's Luhan's birthday, everyone's attention was on him. Kim Jongin won't even talk to me. It's confusing me, I thought the reason we had this meet up is because we will confirm each others feelings but what is this? Why does it feel like I already know the answer? I sighed. Everyone looked at me.

"Hey.. you okay there?" Chen asked. I also know Chen since he's also a member of that clan.

"Uhm yes. Sorry.." I answered. 

As we all walk to find a resto, I can see that Jongin would take a glimpse at me from behind. Again, I sighed. Maybe he doesn't really love me nor like me. Maybe he was just teasing me that time, I thought. Baekhyun stopped to console me but it has no effect. I can feel my heart breaking.

We celebrated Lu's birthday at a pizza parlor. Everyone greeted and sang him a happy birthday. I did too of course. After he blowed the candle on his cake, Jongin clapped his hands and sliced the cake. He's taking care of everything for Lu Han.

I looked at them bitterly, they were smiling to each other like they are in love. Still, he doesn't look or talk to