diary,

Its late already, I haven't sleep yet.

"I can't sleep today,
I do feel guilty at him, my bias,
well, he's not biased anymore..

Im not allowed to become his fans,
or neither call him oppa.
restricted by Jo Kwangmin himself,

Seriously,
I really don't mean to slap him,
I really wanted to say sorry at him,
I really mean this apologize,
I really wanted him to know that,
I really really DO!

But how eh?

Should I dance and sang Sorry Sorry from Super Junior?
ummmpphh, awkward!!

And,
Mianhaeyo to my ex-friend,
I dont know this thing will happen to us,
it just, Maybe we're not fated to be together right?!
I decided to dissapear from your life.
Im scared i would bring a badluck for you,
Im not selfish or ego,
it just...
i have to do so..... For your friend KM & for you..

Thanks for coming in my life,
You dont even know how very special you are,
you dont deserve to gets hurt..

So I have to leave, *breathless

Thanks to my Chunji, my ex BoyF.

After you cheated on me, its hard for me to believe that you're helping me,
But, there's something i cant forgot, you wanted to took my first kiss, but i refused it! Weird huh?
it just im not ready yettttt~

And, Very good things, our parents cancelled their plans to married both of us,
but they force us to have a date..
I still remember those~

Actually Im trying to cheer myself up, but...
in the end Im still letting my tears dripping!

I dont feel miserable, just frustrated..

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Sorry, I've been busy with my exam.. Wish me a good luck, n comment okay?!