"um have you ever wonder what life would be like if you control it , half the things i do now i wish i could get away from . Going school , controlling parents and prideful older bother are the things i wish i never had to dwel in. i stay in bed knowing that school was begining soon but i over slept. i really didnt want to go , but i had to even if i didnt want . my dad wanted me to grow up to be a doctor or some lame career i dont want. The dream i had was always something i always wanted to be rich , live life how i wanted . go to parties and hang with the hottest people, makeout with y girls whatever it was better then this."