THINGS WILL CHANGE

Almost two years had passed since you had met Siwon at a fan meeting through a very rare set of circumstances. He was a member of the oh-so popular group Super Junior while you were just some waitress at a mom and pop restaurant in Hongdae. Your relationship and bond with him had blossomed and gotten stronger over the course of the two years you had been together. You were past the fans directly flipping out over the news and you were now just accepted as “that girl who follows around Super Junior”. It’s not the title you wanted, but it was comforting in a way. With things going this perfect, you were planning on moving your relationship up to the next level, but as time went on, you realize that things can be changed and destroyed within a heartbeats time. 

July 24th, 2012. Dear Diary,                                                        

          Today I got to go to my first Super Junior fan signing. I wanted to give my favorite member, Choi Siwon, a special gift for all his hard work, so the night before I got a cute little teddy bear and was even stupid enough to attach my phone number to it. Creepy right? Either way, I gave it to him today and haven't yet recieved a phone call from him, he probably things I'm insane. IT was well worth the risk though. What if he did call me? I can't take the anticipation anymore.