Because I miss you
Welcome to my lifehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JJhyozT_TPI
I’m standing bringing a flower to the one I love, who left me a few months ago. I put the flower beside his grave. I sat on the grass.
“Gongchan Shik, I kept on asking myself if why did you left me? Did I did something wrong? Gongchan Shik, it’s too sad because
you’re not beside me anymore. No one’s going to comfort me when I’m down. Too bad because you can’t attend your college years
anymore. I know you really want to finish your studies and to become a professional guitarist someday but you didn't made it"
Someone poked me behind. I looked up and saw Jessica, Sulli and Baro. I stood up as I saw them.
"Where's Donghae-ah? I thought he's going to be here" I asked them
They started to look at each other then Jessica sighed and looked at me "Actually, Donghae left yesterday night. He went to Canada
to continue his studies there"
“We asked him if why does he want to continue his studies in Canada and he just told us that he wants to forget someone who
used to be his love of his life but that someone doesn’t feel the same way”
Sulli said
“I think he’s referring to you” Jessica said
Baro’s eyes went huge “Her?”
Sulli looked at him with a disgusted look and nodded
“Arasso!” Baro exclaimed
I sighed and I feel a tear fell from my eyes
“Don’t cry” Sulli said as she rubbed my back
“I looked pity to him. I never intended to hurt his feelings” I said while wiping my tears away
“Gwenchana. I think it’s best for him to stay away from you so that he can forget you” Jessica said
“Ne” Baro agreed as he nodded
“Cha Baro!” Sulli exclaimed
“Wae?” Baro asked
Sulli squinted her eyes on him
“Arasso, I’ll keep quiet now” Baro said
It’s my first day of school as a student and I don’t have friends with me because Jessica unnie was enrolled to the other university,
as well Sulli. While I was running going to my classroom, someone bumped into me and my books were on the floor. The one
who bumped me helped me in getting my books. We stood up and I had the chance to see his face, he said “Mianhe”
“Gwenchana” I replied
I continued running going to my classroom and I left him standing there. Classes started and ended. I went out of the classroom
hurriedly. While I was running going to the front gate, someone bumped at me again.
“Mianhe” he said
I looked at him “You again?” my eyes went huge
He smiled shyly
I looked down
“It’s coincidence, we saw each other again” he said
“Arasso, I need to go now”
“Wait, what’s your name?”
“Xenia Kwon”
“I’m No Minwoo, nice to meet you” he said as he offered his hand
I looked at his hand and accepted it. We shook hands. After we shook hands, I told him
“I need to go now. I’ll be late for my part-time job”
“You have part-time job?” his eyes went huge
I nodded “And I need to go now” I said as I was walking a few steps away from him
“Yah!” he exclaimed
I turned around to look at him “Wae?”
“I can come with you” he said as he walked towards me
“No need. You know my part-time job ends up at 9 pm”
“Then, I’ll go home at 9 pm”
“You know, we’re not yet that close and you’re now going with me to my part-time job?” I crossed my arms
“At least we’re friends now, right?” he winked at me
“Oh, stop that cuteness of yours. I don’t get attracted to cute boys” I pouted
“Then, I’ll keep on winking at you so I can come with you” he winked again
“Arasso, arasso!” I exclaimed
He gave me a huge smile and we went to a club.
“Xenia-sshi! You need to be ready now. The customer’s we’ll be here in a few minutes” the club
manager said
“Ne” I said
Minwoo sat on the chairs in front of the stage and I got the guitar from the back stage. I went back to the stage and I saw a lot of
people waiting for me to play the guitar. I placed the guitar and sat on the chair. I checked the tone of the guitar. Before I started
to play the guitar, they were all cheering for me. I smiled at them and started to play the guitar. I played the song, Because I
miss you by Jung Yonghwa. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wgT7fWlyxNk
While I was playing the guitar, I also sang the lyrics. After I played the guitar they were all cheering for me. I went downstairs
and went to the club manager
“That’s why we always have many customers because of you” the club manager said
I smiled shyly then, Minwoo poked me behind. I looked at him
“Is he your boyfriend?” the club manager asked
I looked back at the club manager “Aniya, he’s my friend. I’ll be going now. Annyeong” I bowed down
“You did a good job tonight” the club manager said as he tapped my shoulders
“Gomawo” I smiled at him then Minwoo and I went outside the club to go home
While we were walking going to the bus stop, there was an awkward moment. He broke the silence.
“Who taught you to play the guitar?”
“I learned it all by myself”
“Why did you choose to learn how to play it?”
“Because there’s this special someone who’s dream is to become a professional guitarist and I want to achieve it”
“Wae? He can’t achieve it?” he asked
I looked at him “He’s in heaven right now and he’s very special to me. He met an accident after our graduation. He really wants
to become a professional guitarist and I want to achieve his dream. If he can’t achieve it, he still have me”
Minwoo nodded
And now, there’s another guy in my life. I think God gave him to me so that he can replace Gongchan but Gongchan will never
be replaced here in my heart. Welcome to my messy life, No Minwoo
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