Don't Go
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5/16/14
This is a story I wrote just now to let my feelings out. I'm sure a lot of us are still shaken up about the finality of the lawsuit but whatever happens, the best thing to do as fans is to pray for the well-being of all the boys. I'm sure there are two sides to this story, so we shouldn't be too quick to judge on one side because we haven't heard their say in the story. All of us are pretty much hurting and I'm sure the ones most affected by this is the boys themselves. We shouldn't believe whatever speculations others post on the internet unless the company/the boys themselves in the flesh confirm its validity.I hope that whatever happens, you guys will continue to love all of them regardless of their decisions because that's what I've decided to do. Anyway, I hope this represents what most fans feel and want to say about the issue. :> Stay strong, EXOstans. Pray for our beloved boys. It will do them a lot of good. :*
10/11/14
Looks like another one of our precious boys is on the verge of leaving. Again, as fans, all we can do is support, love, and pray for them. I'll be adding another chapter, A Luhan Chapter to this story. To vent out my feelings. I'm not ready with it yet but.. yeah. I just want to say I hope the rest of the EXO-L fandom is staying strong. I'm trying hard not to cry again, so I hope you guys can halt your tears, too, while nothing is final. There's still hope, so hang in there, EXO stans/ EXO-Ls! :)
Foreword
I run as fast as I can. I push past all the busybodies at the airport. Common courtesies are not important to me as of the moment because in a matter of minutes, a person I love may slip from the tips of my fingers forever without me doing anything about it. I know if I don't catch up to him now, I'll regret it for the rest of my life so regardless of the pain in my lungs and the aching in my legs, I continue to run until I see his silhouette.
"WU YI FAN!" I scream at the top of my lungs, not even caring about all the weary stares boring through me. All I see is him. He turns around at the sound of my voice and looks at me with an expression I can't read. He then turns back around and continues walking as if he didn't hear anything. It hurts my heart and it hurts my pride even more but I don't care. I continue running until I finally catch up to him. I hug him from behind and cry.
"Haeya-ssi, uljima. Don't cry, please." He says as he tries to pry my hands off him. I hold on tighter, despite the pang in my chest.
"Kris, how can I not cry? Tell me! How can I not when you're leaving like this?" I ask, not even caring if I'm still audible. I continue to sob.
"Haeya, please." That's when I hear it, the pain in his voice. For a second, I forget about everything else and ask him the thing that I've always wanted since I've learned about him leaving. I don't care if it's selfish. I don't care about anything else but making him stay.
"Yi Fan, don't go...I love you." I sob onto his back and hope that these words alone will stop him from doing so.
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Another event has shaken us, but still we remain standing strong. Let us continue to love EXO until they are whole again. :)
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