When I Needed You Most
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When he first transferred here, I was there for him. I was there to help him when he didn’t understand Korean. I was there to guide him when he had difficulty making friends. I was there lending him a helping hand when he felt insecure and lost.
One day, he asked me to be his girl, and I said yes.
We were like a normal couple, fluffy and relying on each other trustingly.
Days passed by and he debuted as an idol.
But this didn’t stop us from meeting and loving each other.
Until one day…
My parents were murdered and I was arrested and accused for homicide.
I was framed, I was innocent and he knew it.
But he did nothing…
Nothing at ALL
He simply ran off and ignored me after the incident.
Afraid of getting his name or so-called image tainted by the “dirty” me
I’ve been behind bars for 8 years and today I’m finally released.
Reaching home, I was appalled to see him standing there in front of my door.
But I simply walked past him, bumping my shoulder against his
I can see his eyes are full of regrets, filled with guilt
But this is the me now, the matured me
The me who has had a piece of life and aware of the darkness hidden in this phony world
Yes, 8 years behind bars has INDEED done me good
I've been reflecting myself, reading given books and serving the community...
And managed to keep calm despite the unsatisfactory ambience
I've grown both physically and mentally,
And now know much more about the world, the REAL world,
And also about HIM
Now, standing at my door
His eys are begging for my forgiveness
But it will take much more than professional acting to fool me again
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ps: I'm not sure if this is really going to be a oneshot as I have many ideas popping around my head at the moment. Nonetheless, hope you guys enjoy this fanfic :)
THIS IS MY ORIGINALSTORY AND I PUBLISHED IT IN MAY2014. If you plagarise my story and if i see this anywhere I have all rights to sue you legally and I will take immediate action to do so.
Foreword
I watched my heart fall
To the ground and the sound
Of your voice in my head
Isn’t this lovely
Do you even love me at all
He’s begging for forgiveness
But should I forgive him
Should I have sympathy now
For a man that was never around
When I needed you most you played the ghost
When I needed you most you left me
And I grew without you
To hold my hand along the way
The things that you missed
Those talks that we never got to have
And now behind bars I wear the scars
Of decisions that you’ve made
Nobody’s perfect
But was it not worth it
To show your face
I’ve tried to become a woman
But I don’t quite understand
And it’s all your fault
The times life got the best of me
But you weren’t there to rescue me
And encourage a change
And all this shows is that this bag of clothes
Is closer to me than you are
I’ve been pacing through this place
Asking God what should I do
It’s a shame you’ll never hear me say
“I’ve moved on…”
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