If there's was an Escape away from reality,

I would have walked inside the tunnel already

Every time I close my eyes I wake up fogged with the memories that are non exist.

Then I wonder...what makes me happy....

Is it the love I receive?

Or the pen and paper I was given?

Maybe it was the shield that protected me from the truth?

I open my eyes hoping to see the light of the world.

But the light was never there.

My parents sayings were lies.

Lies that weren't small.

They apologize as they beg for the forgiveness.

They say that it's important to go to school but is it?

Is it worth the pain and suffering?

The constant mocking and teasing?

Is it worth paying for something that won't guarantee my dreams?

No.

Because going to school isn't going to make my dreams happen.

It's success route but they built a cage against it so no longer an entrance.

I gripped my heart as I look up.

This isn't my path.

This isn't my life.

This isn't my dream.

Those who follow this path only want pain and misery but if that is what you seek..

I won't stop you.

----Suga

Author's Note: This isn't a Suga quote, but it's my understanding of 'School of Tears', 'No More Dream', and 'N.O' so it's a mix. This is my new story but this will never will be updated anytime soon. I got feelz for Suga again, then again I kicked V as my bias ruiner and replaced him with Suga. You can already assume that this is a SchoolAU so if you don't like it...too bad.