3 -our past & maybe
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January 7, 2010
Yuri’s POV
Sica went out and sat down beside me and Yoona, Sica stood up when a man came out with an envelope. We watched as Sica tried to take it but the man hid it behind his back and said, “Where is my end of the deal?”
“Do I really have to?” Sica showed the man her puppy eyes, “Oh yes you do, if not this envelope is going there” the man pointed to the fire place
I found it weird because Sica doesn’t usually use her aegyo on men but I think this guy is an exception
“Uhh” Sica grunted, “Do it passionately” I looked at Sica’s facial expression and I saw her frowning but it immediately vanished, I saw Yoona bring out her camera, and “what are you doing?”
“I think Sica will dance~ and I didn’t get to film her earlier when she was dancing passionately and because the man said do it passionately, so I’m going to film it” ahh~ make sense
I looked at Sica and waited for her to dance but I got shocked when she jumped at the man and kissed him so passionately, I have never Sica with so much passion…sica’s watch beeped and she took the envelope and walked out, after we recovered from our shock me and yoona followed Sica to her car
We entered the car and saw Sica wiping with tears in the corner of her eyes, I wanted to say something but I don’t know what to say. Jessica started the car and sped off
The car was so fast that we almost got into 3 accidents. I pity Sica, I know she is mad and sad for a reason that I don’t know…
We arrived in front of Sica’s house, “Sica-ah…” I tried soothing her but she shouted at me, “Get out!” me and Yoona had no choice but to get out and I know it is better for sica to be alone…I just hope that nothing happens to her…
We went in the house and we got interrogated, “yah, where were you?!”
“We went to an underground club to get this tae-Unnie~” Yoona showed them the envelope that Sica gave Yoona before she left
“Where is jess?” Tiffany looked outside for Sica
“…” I and Yoona couldn’t answer
“Yah, what happened?” sunny was the one who shouted and I think Yoona got afraid because she told them what happened right after sunny shouted
“Oh, and here’s the video!” Yoona showed them the video of Sica and the man kissing, “yah the eyes of the maknae!” taeyeon shouted as she covered the eyes of Seohyun
“Unnie I’m already an adult, okay?” Seohyun complained and I could tell that everyone except me and Yoona were shocked because of the passion that Sica showed
“Did Sica stay there?”Hyoyeon asked
“No, after exactly five minutes she walked out while holding onto the envelope and she drove us here” I explained to them
“So where is she now?” I sighed and said, “We don’t know because right after we arrived she handed Yoona the envelope and shouted at us to get out~”
“What is in the folder that Sica had to kiss that man just to get it?” sunny took the envelope and looked at it with curiosity. We all went to the living room to open the envelope for us to see what’s inside it
Sunny read the first paper “Before you look at the paper read this letter first, let’s read it first~” sunny opened the letter and read it out loud
Jess,
You know…I’ve loved you since we were kids…I always watch you go home from school and watch you sing…when you said that you’ll go into training in SM to be a singer…My heart shattered because I know that I’m a coward and I’ll never have the confidence to tell you…
When you said that you’ll take a vacation here in Frisco, I had the gut to confess to you but I was too late…you were with him (woo bin)…I saw you smile and look at him the way I wanted you to look at me… from that moment on I knew that I lost…
When I heard that you’ll be back here alone because he was kidnapped I thought that I’ll have a chance with you again but… you were always crying, mourning, and you were always going to the places that you and him loved and visited…
Sica I love you more than anything else and more than I love myself…I am always here for you…just say my name…Sica, just say my name and I’ll come running to you…I love you
Sica I hope that you’ll look at me the same way you looked at him but I know that will only be in my dreams… Please bear in mind that I love you and I always have and always will…
-James Keen
We were all touched and we all cried because of the letter, “I never knew that Jessica was in love with woo bin…that’s why she suddenly turned cold when they were kidnapped”
Taeyeon took the paper and ID’s and we all saw that it was an all access card for nine, “whoa~” Sooyoung got amazed and hyoyeon said, “Sica is Jjang!”
“I wonder where Jessie is…” tiffany wondered, “don’t worry Pany, I know that she’s okay, just give her time~” taeyeon unnie soothed Fany unnie
“Let’s eat! I’m hungry!” Sooyoung, being the shikshin that she is went to the kitchen to eat and we all followed
Jessica’s POV
When I kissed James I remembered everything that I did with woo bin and today is supposed to b our Anniversary! Its January 7 today…
I drove to the place where we hung out… It’s a cliff with a bench and lamps overlooking the whole city. It gives of privacy because it’s right next to a forest…
I sat at the bench and looked at the sky and saw the star. I smiled on seeing it and I reminisced about me and woo bin
We were already together for 1 year… when this happened
Flash back (January 7, 2001)
“Sica-baby, you are the only woman I will and I’ve ever loved this much, will you promise me that it will be you and me to the end, will you be the forever owner of my heart? The mother to my future kids? The woman I will marry in the future?” woo bin knelt in front of me and brought out a box and opened it and I saw 2 rings
“What do you mean eekeon? Were still young~” I looked at him with confusion with my head tilted
“I know and this is just couple rings and promise rings so that I’ll have my mark on you and you’ll have yours~ so?”
“Yes! Of course yes~” he stood p and hugged me and after that he gave me his ring and he took mine and we stood in front of each other, overlooking the view of the city of san Francisco
“I, Kim woo bin Lee, give this ring to you, Jessica Jung Sooyeon, and you are to be my future wife, future mother to my kids, you are to be mine and mine only~ take this as a sign of our love that will last forever more~” he slipped the ring on my finger and kissed my forehead
“I, Jessica Jung Sooyeon, give this ring to you, Kim woo bin Lee, and you are to be my future husband, future father to my kids, you are to be mine and mine only~ take this as a sign of our love that will last forever more~” I slipped his ring on and we both kissed each other, after that we both sat at the bench and as I looked at my ring, there were carvings of ‘you’re always in my heart’ and inside there were numbers, mine’s numbers was, 252
“Eekeon? Why is there numbers in my inside my ring? Why is it 252?” I looked at him questioningly, with my head tilted and he took of his ring and showed me the inside number, which was 111
“well…in alpha numeric charts the three 1s in alphabet can be the letters A, J, and S, your initials are JJS, in otherwise 111, my initials are KWB, in numbers 252” I looked at him, surprised
“Since when did you become so wise?” I and he just laughed at me and we spent the rest of the night together in joy and love
We both looked at each other and said, “Happy first anniversary!”
End of flash back
That was the first time he gave me rings and promised me our future together…I wonder if that’ll come true?
I touched the ring he gave me, I have never took off this ring, that’s why my members asks me about this ring and I just tell them that its important and I like it, I get mad easily if someone touches this ring…
Then my mind travelled to another memory of ours, it was our 2nd anniversary
Flash back (January 7, 2002)
“Where are we going binnie!” I because he hated that nickname
“Stop calling me that! We are going to a friend of mine!”
He parked the car in front of a tattoo shop, “no way~”
“Yes way~” we both went out and we held hands, “yo yo yo~ my bro!”
“hyung!” they both hugged each other and the man looked at me, “so she’s the one eh~”
I looked at both of them with confusion and I tilted my head, it was a habit that I’ve developed since I was a kid, “you might be confused…by the way, the names Lee dongwook~ I am a close friend of woo bin, and what I meant by saying ‘she’s the one’ is because I said to woo bin a long time ago that if he met ‘the one’ he’ll go here with the girl” I couldn’t help but blush at what he said
“Hyung stop! You’re embarrassing me!” woo bin was blushing as well and it made me giggle and my nervousness lessened
“So what brings you here other than me meeting her?”
“Well hyung we want to get a tattoo~”
“Okay~”
We went to a room and looked for tattoos and a tattoo caught my attention
“Eekeon how about this one?” I showed him a tattoo
“Nah~ it’s too girly~” I kept on looking and two tattoos caught my attention
“Eekeon! Look at this! These two tattoos are just right for us! The letters are W and J” he looked at it and I know that he was satisfied with my choice so we both went to the tattoo section and said what we wanted
“We want this and we want it at our collar bones!” woo bin said and I nodded approvingly, we were separated because I was to tattooed by a girl while he was to be tattooed by a man
After an hour of excruciating pain I went out and saw woo bin waiting for me we both looked at each other’s tattoos, contented
Woo bin’s tattoo:
Jessica’s tattoo:
We drove to the SM building and we went to the rooftop and we had a moonlight picnic and we both said, “Happy 2nd anniversary~”
End of flash back
What breaks my heart was, woo bin was kidnapped 2 days before our 3rd anniversary..after reminiscing about our anniversaries one memory resurfaced
Flash back (November 21, 2008)
“I hate you, I hate you!” I saw a man and a woman fighting at the entrance of the forest and couldn’t help but eavesdrop as I was sitting in one of the benches
“Why? What’s wrong Chloe?” the man tried to get hold of the girl but to no avail the girl slapped him in the face
“What was that for?” The man exploded in anger and tightly gripped the girl’s wrists
“You! You’re a freaking cheat!” the man looked at the girl like she was crazy, “A cheat?! Is that what you see me for?! I’ve been with you for nearly 2 years, I’ve been with you longer than I have been with anyone I remember!”
“I hate you!” the girl slapped the man again and the man just took a deep breath to maintain his calm
“We’re over!” the girl shouted and walked out and I heard a roaring engine
“You know it’s bad to eavesdrop right?” I got embarrassed because the man caught me, “I’m so sorry~”
The man laughed at me and said, “it’s fine…well there goes my ride~” we both looked at each other’s eyes and laughed
“Well I can give you a ride~” I joked, “are you sure that’s just it?” he looked at me teasingly as he sat beside me
“You’re a freaking ert~” I glared at him jokingly and he shivered in horror, jokingly
“So what’s your name?” he asked me, and I looked at him from top to bottom and he was wearing a v-neck shirt, with a leather jacket and black jeans with sneakers
“Jess- Sooyeon, Jung Sooyeon” I extended my hand towards him and waited for him to shake it
“Well, I’m Kim, Kim rand” he shook my hands and we both looked at each other and smiled
“So what bring you here?” he asked me as he gazed at the stars above us
“Well this place is special to me and a friend of mine, this was the place we both made promises to each other~” he tapped my shoulders so I faced him and he gave me his handkerchief and I didn’t notice that there were tears that escaped my eyes
He nodded at me understandingly, “how about you Kim? What brought you here?”
“Well there is this dream I always have and in that dream there is this one girl and In the dream we were in this very place, so every girl I date, I bring them here and see if I feel the same way I felt in the dream”
“You Mister, you’re a very playful man~” I accused him of being a playboy and he just laughed
I shivered because of the coldness and Kim gave me his jacket, “it’s okay I’m not that cold”
“Yeah, you didn’t shiver~” he looked at me teasingly, I pouted and he pinched my cheeks so I sulked, “you’re way too cute”
“I know” I replied coolly and it made him laugh
We exchanged stories of our lives and we both had fun so we didn’t notice that it was already 11:28 in the evening
“This was fun~” he said, “I know~ I guess time really passes by when you’re having fun!”
He smiled at me but I heard him sigh and I looked at him with confusion and tilted my head to the side, “I don’t have a ride~” ah so that’s it
“Want me to give you one~” he nodded and we both made way towards my car but before I could open Kim held my wrist and I said, “What’s the matter?” I couldn’t help but yawn at the end of my sentence
“I’m not letting you drive, and no objections because I don’t want to die~ you might fall asleep when you’re driving” I couldn’t help but nod and we both went in, “so where’s your address?”
I told him my address and right after I told him, I fell asleep
“Sooyeon…wake up were here” I woke up to a man I just met a few hours ago, “hey~”
“Hey~ well I’m going thanks for the ride~” I went out of my car and chased him, “hey here’s your jacket~”
He faced me and I saw the ring similar to mine and woo bin’s hanging by his neck with his dog tag, “you’ll need it more than me~”
I just watch as he went in the cab that he called and what surprised me more is that when his shirt showed his collarbone it was the same tattoo woo bin had I froze up and after 5 minutes I got back to my senses and realized that he was long gone I hit myself for my stupidity, “pabo-Sica! You didn’t even get his phone number!”
End of flash back
In my mind there was only one thought, ‘Maybe it was him after all~’
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