Luhan still can't believe what he saw, but he knows it's true.

Sehun, a lady, lips touching, none moving.

Not even Sehun.

Luhan buries his head into his hands, he doesn't want to think anymore.

--

Sehun must have seen Luhan running away, for his phone is buzzing in his hand right now.

'Sehunnie~', the screen shows.

Luhan drops to the floor, dried tear streaks on his face, looking at the box with some of Sehun's belongings.

He has always been hot-headed.

After what he has seen, Luhan went back to his apartment and threw everything that reminded him of Sehun into the box in front of him right now.

Luhan puts his phone down and draws his legs nearer towards his body.

He feels a cold metal pressing into his chest.

And Luhan remembers.

He lifts the necklace from his neck and slids out the ring.

The ring given to him by Sehun, engraved with the letter 'L'.

--

Luhan doesn't know what made him think of Lay.

Maybe it's because of the letter 'L'.

Maybe it's because of how he is feeling now; broken, hurt, depressed.

Just like how he had felt years ago.

Or maybe it's just a combination of both.

--

He still remembers the love for Lay however he treats him.

He still remembers the feeling of neglect and pain whenever Lay leaves him after a phone call.

He still remembers the anger and frustration at Lay's indecisiveness.

He still remembers the voice of the girl, afraid, hurt but the slightest bit hopeful, when he had picked up Lay's phone.

He still remembers the blank look on Lay's face when he says he'll leave for China.

He still remembers his own hope that Lay might choose him instead.

He still remembers the warmth of Lay's hug.

And he still remembers the feeling of his heart shattering.

--
Fresh tears slide down his cheeks.

It was certain that him and Lay will never work out.

His first love, his first happiness, his first deep scar.

Lay was never truly there for him.

But Luhan realises, Sehun was.

After arriving in China, every single struggle, joy, complication, success, Sehun was there.

And Sehun is still here.

He can still hear the faint buzz of his phone.

Luhan slips the ring onto his finger and stares at it.

He reaches to take his phone.

He won't let Sehun and his relationship end like this.

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