Chapter -34- Goodbye My Lover, Goodbye My Friend...

♠He Is My Boy Friend!!♠

Minah's POV~

 

Yura: "Minah! It's been two days since he knew, you have to stop your depression" Yura said, knocking on my room door,

Minah: "I Love him Yura!" I sniffed, "I can't live without him!”

Yura: "Yes you can! You will only feel this way at the beginning”

Minah: "No!”

Yura: "Believe me, I lived it for many times~ You will forget him by time! God make us forget so we can move on and continue our live”

Minah: "You are not helping me”

Yura: "Well at least I'm trying!" she snapped and I heard her steps walking away from the door,

I was under my blanket, crying.

Minah: "I want to see him... I didn't even bring my luggage" I sighed, and then it hit me! "I didn't bring my luggage!" I beamed, "Yet" I smirked, jumping off my bed, "I don't care if he hates me, I want to see his face" I wiped my tears,

 

Woobin's POV~

 

Woobin's Grandmother: "Why aren't you eating?”

Woobin: "I'm not hungry" I sighed, poking my food with my fork,

Woobin's Grandmother: "I'm glad everything has ended" Helmoni said, chewing her food, and I clenched my fists, "She fooled everyone! I’ve never seen anyone like her before, she is very rude! I mean who would dress up as a man just for money?”

Woobin: "I don't want to hear anything about her" I mumbled, getting off the chair,

Woobin's Grandmother: "Why did you announced her as your boyfriend that day?" she snapped and I looked at her,

Woobin: "Wea? Do you think I knew her real identity?" I rose up my brow,

Woobin's Grandmother: "Maybe, but either ways, this means one thing... You love her”

Woobin: "Helmoni!" I frowned,

Woobin's Grandmother: "I don't want you to think about her, forget about her, she hurts you”

Woobin: "What about Ara? She hurts me more! And you want me to go back to her!" I snapped,

Woobin's Grandmother: "Ok, Let's forget about both of them”

Woobin: "When you love someone too much, It will be hard to move on that easy”

Woobin's Grandmother: "Who are you talking about? Ara or Minah?" she asked, but I just walked out of the room,

 

Minah's POV~

 

Madam Shin opened the door for me with a frown on her old face,

Shin Ahjumma: "What are you doing here?”

Minah: "I want to take my stuff" I shrugged,

Shin Ahjumma: "You are so rude”

Minah: "Well" I bite my lower lip, "You know that I Love Woobin”

Shin Ahjumma: "Mr. Kim!" she snapped,

Minah: "Please don't be like that! I thought you understand my feelings! It started with a lie but then I..." I lowered my head,

Shin Ahjumma: "Just go inside and bring your bags" she sighed, and I walked in, I looked at the stairs where I first met Woobin…

Minah: "I wish if I can go back in time…”

"What are you doing here"

I widened my eyes and turned around,

Minah: "Woobin!”

Woobin: "How rude" he scoffed, and starts walking toward me, "What are you doing here again?”

Minah: "I’m here to take my stuff" I gulped,

Woobin: "Wea? All your stuff are manly, are you planning to fool another guy? Or maybe you want to fool a rich girl this time?" he scoffed,

Minah: "It's not funny" I clenched my hands,

Woobin: "Yes it’s not, you know what's funny? Me forgiving you” he said walking closer and closer,

Minah: "Then don't!" I snapped, "You know why I'm here? To see your face!”

Woobin: "But I can't stand seeing yours!" he barked, grabbing my neck with his grip,

I panicked and bulged my eyes,

 

His eyes were different this time, they were full of hate!

 

Minah: "Just kill me, I don't want a life without you" I said, looking into his eyes,

He widened his eyes and left my neck,

Woobin: "Get lost" he said before pushing me away and running up stairs,

My heart was beating fast and I felt scared, my tears were rolling down my cheeks and I didn't even notice that! I start wiping my tears as I walked up stairs, there was something in my head, a song... it kept playing on my mind causing me to cry more!

When I reached my room, I peeked at Woobin's room, his door was closed and I hung my head down as I entered my room, my eyes starts roaming the room saying their goodbyes, my stuff were all gathered in my suit case, I walked to the desk and took a pen and a paper, for some reason I wanted to write the song lyrics down! Maybe I felt that it will deliver my feelings to Woobin! Every part of this song makes me remember him... "I've been addicted to you..." I said with a cracked voice while writing it down…

 

Woobin's POV~

 

Woobin: "This is driving me crazy! She is in the next door! and I'm here thinking about her!" I groaned in annoyance while rolling in my bed, "When I see her face I forget my anger... I'm not mad at her anymore... Actually I'm relieved that she is a woman" I smiled weakly, "This is weird... I'm mad because I'm not mad at her! Do I really love her?" I sighed, "I knew she came for the money, It's annoy me because I trusts her too much and she kept lying to me! But…”

 

Flash Back~

Minah: "Just kill me, I don't want a life without you”

End of Flash Back~

 

Woobin: "Man! Does she really love me? Maybe she couldn't tell me the truth because I kept pushing on her! I kept saying that I won't forgive her for lying! I mean she kissed me! I won't give her more money for kissing me! She kissed me because..." I jumped off the bed, "She loves me" I muttered, and ran outside my room, I looked at her door which was opened, and I gulped as I walked in, I looked around me but I didn't find her anywhere, and then something caught my eyes, a paper!

I gulped and walked toward the desk, my heart beats fastened as I reached the paper with my hand, It's like I knew what was written is going to hurt me badly!

Woobin: "M... Mr. Kim..." I start reading from the paper, "Before I leave this house, I wanted to tell you how I really felt about you”

 

The Letter:

//Since I was born, I only knew one love, Motherhood... when she left this world I knew that the only way to find her love again is by buying the house of her dreams! The house she told me about, she said we are going to feel the real love if we lived in it, that's why I tried my best to gain money, I worked as a waitress in many restaurants, I cleaned the bathrooms in the hotels, and I worked as a clown in a cancer hospital where I met your grandmother, she thought I was a boy and she asked me to take care and help her only grand child... I thought you were a 9 years old boy and I was shocked when she told me the truth! I refused at the beginning but then I said yes because I was blinded by money... I'm a bad person because I lied to you, I thought that I won't hurt anyone by saying one tiny lie to a stranger! But the problem was... falling in love with that stranger…

The only thing I'm leaving here for you is a song that kept playing on my mind…

Did I disappoint you or let you down?

Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?

Cause I saw the end before we'd begun

Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won

So I took what's mine By eternal right

I took your soul out Into the night

It may be over But it won't stop there

I am here for you If you'd only care

You touched my heart You touched my soul

You changed my life And all my goals

And Love is blind And that I knew when

My heart was blinded by you

I've kissed your lips And held your hand

Shared your dreams And shared your bed

I know you well I know your smell

I've been addicted to you

Goodbye my lover Goodbye my friend

You have been the one You have been the one for me

Goodbye my lover Goodbye my friend

You have been the one You have been the one for me

And I still hold your hand in mine In mine when I'm asleep

And I will bare my soul in time When I'm kneeling at your feet

Goodbye my lover Goodbye my friend

You have been the one You have been the one for me

Goodbye my lover Goodbye my friend

You have been the one You have been the one for me

I'm so hollow, Baby I'm so hollow

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so Hollow

I'm so hollow, Baby

I'm so hollow

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so Hollow//

 

Woobin: "Mianhae..." I muttered as tears rolled down on my cheeks...

 

Sorry for taking me so long to update, I was on a vacation in Turkey :D

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_MaisLau_ #1
Chapter 44: I will wait for the next part <3
_MaisLau_ #2
Chapter 40: Woobin Oppa... Hajima!!ㅠㅠ
_MaisLau_ #3
Chapter 38: No No Nooo, things were getting better ㅠㅠ
lilith9999 #4
Chapter 44: Okay! The two former friends are now in a love contest! And I can't forget in my mind that they were love between them so it makes the things become complicated! But, if someone kisses me and bites my lip, will it bleed that much??? :/ I don't think so...
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Chapter 43: Aigo stupid boy
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#6
Chapter 18: Oh my!!! What is going on!!! Its really funny and interesting
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Chapter 40: Yep. Saw that coming from the beginning. It was just going too unbelievably to plan. I was just waiting for the er punch and oh there it is. But yeah Woobin neomu nappeun namja. Not sure how much of that is grammatically correct. Oh well.
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Chapter 39: wher's the update??
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#9
Chapter 38: Omgg the drama now! Please continue soon~