Ten-years-old-W O O Y O U N G

I'm awake. I'm lying in prone position. I touch things around me. I think I'm gonna die but I'm still alive now. I push the way to help me stand. I clean my tuxedo from dust and look around. I'm in a gangway between two buidings. I know this place is not heaven. I don't know where it is but I try to run. Oh God, help me please, I'm very afraid.

I see a lot of people. I poke an ahjumma  and ask, "I'm sorry, do you know where is Hades Hotel?"
She looks down at me. "Actually, that hotel was bankrupt, so it's closed for a long time. The building is empty now. But the owner will open it again because his friend helped him to rebuilt."

"It's not possible! I've just been there with my parents. We came to a wedding reception."

"How can I believe it?"

"You have to believe me!" I whin.

"You better go back to your parents, kid. I think you're dreaming." She leaves me after wipes my hair.
I don't know where I have to go. I sit on a bench nearby. I look at things around me.

I don't know why I'm crying now. Am I sad, afraid or what? I wipe my tears and cheer myself up. I'm strong. Boys shouldn't cry. I have to be strong. I mustn't give up on this. I have to search my parents. I assure myself that they're fine now. I'm walking while keep looking around. Who knows if I see someone that I know? And I can ask them for help.

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T A E Y E O N

I lunch with my boyfriend. But I feel like he isn't my boyfriend. He isn't concern at me. He keep talking on the phone. He didn't even try to start a conversation with me after a long time we hadn't met. But I still love him, I'm sure.

"What? You're hired? Congrats!... When?... Hahaha it's gonna be so fun!... What? Me?... Just lunch with my girlfriend."

Just lunch with my girlfriend. I know, I'm not more a girlfriend for him. Maybe money is more precious for him.

"Okay, I'll call you later." Finally, he hangs up the phone.

"Is there anything you want to ask me?" I ask Leeteuk awkwardly.

"Why suddenly you ask like that?"

I shrug. "We haven't met for a long time because you went to Japan for bussiness. You didn't contact me either. I think you want to have a talk with me today. But you still busy with your phone."

"Why? You're angry?"

"Actually, no. But-"

"But what?" He interrupts me. "Sounds like you don't like it. It's my job anyway. I have a lot of things to do, a lot of people to talk. I have to understand many things. I can't just focus into you."

"I didn't ask you to just focus into me. I just-"

"But you sounded like that."

"Stop interrupt me! Let me talk first." I shout.

His phone rings again. He takes a look on his phone and turns to me. "I'm sorry I have to go. Don't worry because I'll pay all."

He leaves me alone here. If I can break up with him, I'll do it. But I don't know why I can't say those things to him. It's really difficult because I still love him from the bottom of my heart. Moreover, I doubt if he still loves me too with his attitude, but why he never say those things too? Does he still love me too? I hope so.

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