I need you to need me
I need you to need me
"I leave in 2 months"
The dish fell out of Qui's had as she looks at him,"What?"
"For my army duties I leave in 2 months" Heechul says to his friend
She had come to visit him due to the comeback of Mr.Simple
"That..." she finishes lamely
"That ?" he questioned
I dunno he just expected something more than a "That "
She pretty pissed at SM for Han Kyung's contract
Put up a fight for Kibum to stay because they were pretty close
Cried when Kangin had to leave
and all he gets is a "That ?"
Yeah he was pretty pissed
He wanted something, ANYTHING
better than "That "
"Yeah. It " she says still doing the dishes completely disregarding the broken plate on the floor
But he put a fake smile on his face and says:
Yeah it does doesn't it
He wants to scream at her
ask her what the lack of the emotion was for
Why she doesn't cry
he wants to scream
Grab her, force her to give him tears
but he can't
he wouldn't do that to Hangen
he wouldn't do that to Qui
It wasnt who he was
But he felt as if he deserve some type of reaction
It wasnt fair
But all he can seem to do is give her a hug not taking notice to her shaking shoulders
and walk out
"Jungsoo" Heechul says in his room
"Is it wrong to look at your best friends girlfriend as more than a friend"
"I wouldn't know" Leeteuk says looking over his shoulder at Heechul
"YAH! Hyung! Please I need help!"
"Is this about Qui?" he asks
"Its a rhetorical questions hyung" Heechul says "Its wrong if you hurt your best friend because then your hurting yourself" Leeteuk says,"My advice is don't act on them"
"Act on what, hyung?"
"Your feelings for Qui" Leeteuk says
Heechul can only sigh as Leeteuk walks out the door
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He wants a response
He wants her to cry
HE NEEDS HER TO CRY
At this point he could care less about Hangens feelings
He needs her to cry
to beg him to stay
its the least she can do
He loves her for gods sake
And at the moment his feelings were more important
He walks into her apartment and slams open her bedroom door "Heechul oppa?"
"Do you not care?" he asks, anger lacing his voice
"Care about what?"
"THAT IM LEAVING FOT 2 YEARS!" he yells slamming her into the wall
"Heechul-ah. Why are you so mad?" "Because I deserve this. Its the least you could do! You were mad at SME because of Hangen, you begged Kibum not to go, you cried because Kangin leaves, but I get NOTHING!" he snaps
She turns her head the other way, looking at the window.
"No look at me" he hisses,"I want to know wwhy you could care less."
"What do you want me to do?!" she suddenly yells,"I don't want to make you any sadder because your leaving. I don't want to cry"
"But I need you to cry!" He yells,"I need you to need me" he suddenly whispers He looks at her before his lips attack hers
"Heechu-ah. No Han Kyung" she whimpers
"Right now there's nobody by the name of Han Kyung in the world" he murmurs before placing his lips back on hers
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