For a long moment... we just looked into each other's eyes... 

"Do you know..?" I asked..

"....."

"That living a trashy life.... is hard..." 

"....."

"That it's lonely..."

Sangwoo just stared at my face without a word...

He grabbed my wrist more firmly as I tried to escape his grasp. 

Then... He began to slowly feel my red lips with his thumb.

"You look prettier without this." He said, looking at my red lips. 

I smiled.... sadly... and walked inside the room.

"Mr, Hwang, shall we continue this at our second round?" asked celia, with her drunk voice.

"Haha.. Shall we? I feel it today!" Answered Mr. Hwang in a happy, but drunk, tone.

What.. It's not over..? ing Celia.. 

But I held my anger in and we all left the bar.

As we were grabbing a taxi.... 

"KIM DASOM!!!" shouted someone from behind... It was Kim Sangwoo..

He was running to me, having no time to catch his breath. 

He grabbed my cellphone out of my hand and started to type something in and gave it back again. 

"... If that does.... does something.. ty.." Said Sangwoo, scratching his head and hesitating. 

"......"

"So... if something happens... call me.." 

Then he went back into the bar. 

Is this how it feels to have someone worry about you..? 

A smile slowly appeared on my face and it warmed my heart. 

"What are you doing? Get on!" Shouted Celia, pointing to the taxi.

I put my poker face back on and got on the taxi.

"Who was that? A fan?" Asked Celia. 

I smiled. 

"My.. enemy?" 

Kim Sangwoo... I'm allowed to open my heart to you.... a bit at least... right..? 

.... Our 2nd round was at another bar.... my life. 

As we were about to enter the bar, someone calls my name.

"Hey! Kim dasom!" 

Oh my .... Scared the out of me. 

It was Hyunwoo..... and Chanyeol...

As soon as I see Chanyeol, all my feelings gathered up as one. Happiness, loneliness, sadness...

I wanted to hug him... I wanted to hug him and cry my eyes out. 

But our relationship was a secret.... 

As I was conversing with these two, Mr. Hwang and Celia chose to wait inside. 

"Your future CF people?" asked Hyunwoo.

I nodded... 

"It was that ?! Yo!! That is rumored to be a ing ert! Didn't he do something to you?" 

I wanted to say yes.... But I new Chanyeol wouldn't stay still.... 

"There are rumors that he had with every model in his CF. No, it's a fact." Continued Hyunwoo.

.. If he's right... Then I'm ed.

Chanyeol's face wasn't nice either. 

"Why are your lips so red." Asked Chanyeol, with an unhappy tone. 

"What?" 

"Did you eat something spicy"

"....."

"Stop eating, fatt ."

Am I stupid..? why is he my boyfriend again..? LOL 

Was it my lips that you're mad about right now... like seriously..

And this is what Chanyeol always acts like. And I'm kind of getting sick of it. 

'you look prettier without this.' 

I remembered what Sangwoo said to me earlier.... But I shouldn't....

But I had to admit.. That I kept comparing Chanyeol and Sangwoo. 

How can they say something SO different with the same topic... 

"Kim Dasom, If that does something ty to you, shout my name and I will come to the rescue!" Said Hyunwoo... 

Bahaha.... Gee... Thanks.... You're actually the only one I can trust right now.. 

Celia came outside where we were and grabbed my wrist to take me into the bar. 

As I got pulled into the bar, I couldn't stop looking at Chanyeol.. So couldn't Chanyeol.. 

He must be quiet because out relationship is a secret.... 

But where I should be... and have to be... is next to Mr. Hwang.... The ... 

ing get off of me.... Stop ing squeezing my legs you ing . 

As his hands rose from my legs to inside my shirt, I couldn't take it in anymore. 

I began to feel something touching my s. ... 

'How about your friend? How about Sistar? They can't have a comeback as Sistar just because of someone like you.' 

'Your mom's career ended because of her suicide attempt. Are you going to end your career too with a stupid suicide attempt?!' 

I remembered what Celia told me.... I had to hold it in.... But I ing couldn't!!!!

I hear footsteps...getting closer and closer.... 

I turn around and see Chanyeol walking towards me with flaming eyes. 

He sat down in front of me and smiled. 

He was staring at Mr. Hwang. 

Smiling.... Full of fury in his eyes.

"hey" said Chanyeol

"...."

"Where are your hands?" 

As he said those words, Mr. Hwang's hands slowly came out of my shirt. 

Chanyeol then grabbed a cup of water and poured it onto Mr. Hwang's head. 

"Have some cold water and get it together will ya?" 

Then he grabbed Mr. Hwang's collar with his two hands and pushed him against the wall. 

I can tell he was really mad... like really really mad...

As he was strangling this ert, I can see him squirming in pain.

But Chanyeol didn't seem to stop.

"Chanyeol!! Stop!!" Shouted Celia, grabbing his wrists. 

"You're out of your mind, aren't you?" Said Chanyeol to the ert. 

"Did you lose your mind? Or are you just ing retarded? Do you realize who's girl you just messed with?" 

Chanyeol finally let go of Mr's Hwang's neck but he then grabbed his hand and placed it on to Celia's s. 

"Ah!! What the are you doing!??" Shouted Celia.

SLAP!! Celia slapped the ert across his face.

.... Dang... I didn't know you can do that. But nice one!!! 

I guess I forgot.... That Chanyeol was always by my side... protecting me..

What was I thinking.... 

Chanyeol was ALWAYS besides me. 

"cocky bastard." continued Chanyeol.

"....."

"How dare you touch somewhere that I didn't even touch yet."

..... wow... I knew things were going too straight....like a drama.... or a fanfic... 

"let's go" He said, leaving the bar.

'Are you okay? It's okay now, I'm here.' I DON'T EVEN EXPECT HIM TO SAY THAT!!

"I guess you can do the CF Celia ^^" I said leaving the bar. 

There goes my comeback.... 

But it doesn't matter.... I'm actually really really happy right now. 

I see Chanyeol in his car, waiting for me, in front of the bar entrance.

And I see Hyunwoo sitting at the back seat...

"oh my Dasom!! Are you okay?~" said Hyunwoo, tapping my shoulder as I got on the car. 

ing stop.. 

"Ah!!! What are you doing!!??" I shouted.

I guess my lips were unpleasant. 

Chanyeol, with one hand on the wheels, and one hand wiping my lips with a tissue. 

"Our Dasom~~~ Let's stay still~~" Said Hyunoo, grabbing my head with his hands. 

"Let go!" I shouted, pushing both of them away. 

"Erase it!" I shouted, telling him to erase the lipstick on my lips. 

"I am!!" 

"Erase it with your lips."

Was I too straightforward..? lol...

Chanyeol looked at me, surprised.

Hyunwoo stared at me, with his jaw dropped.

"What kind of girl says that..." Said Hyunwoo.

Gosh... don't look at me like a ert guys... 

I quickly looked out the window in embarrasment. 

"!!!!!!!!!!!!"

He suddenly grabbed my neck and pulled me with great strength. With one hand on the wheel, he kissed me. 

The car was still moving. And so was Chanyeol's tongue. 

Dangerous but exciting... 

Short but strong... 

I looked back as Chanyeol pulled his lips away and I see Hyunwoo staring at us, with is jaw dropped to his feet.

awkward silence..... for a while....

"You... You guys..... Don't act like I'm invisible!!" said Hyunwoo, finally breaking the silence.

"What..What are you guys doing in front of a single man!!! C'mon guys..." continued Hyunwoo.

I see a big screen on a building outside the window.... And I see Hyunwoo's CF.

Full of Carisma and manliness..... I couldn't believe that this guy that is talking like a chick behind me, is that guy on the big screen.... 

Thank god we finally arrived home safely.... 

After I see Chanyeol's car disappear out of sight, I look for my house keys...

"What the.... Where's my....." and I remember leaving the key in the house... 

.... I sighed, looking at the firmly closed door and I see the fence that is about 2 times as tall as me.. 

Haha... I'm totalllyyy not going to jump over that.... right..?

Yeah I'm going to do it. 

I slowly climb the tree that is next to the fence and stepped on the top of the fence. 

But... How am I getting down....?

Then I hear the door open down there.... 

I look and see Sangwoo opening the door, and stepping into the front yard.

WHY?! WHY AT THIS MOMENT! WHY HIM!!

"Yo..." I said. 

He turned around but... DAFUQ!!??? did he just ignore me!!??

"Kim Sangwoo!!!" I shouted.

He turned around again but simply stared at me with a poker face.

"Why are you ignoring me?!"

"I thought you didn't want to talk to me." 

"hahaha nah.. not right now..."

"..."

"You can ingore me after 20 minutes.... Yo get me down from here"

"Why should I"

"You little!!.. Why were you at the bar earlier...?" I asked.

"You work there right?!" 

"What's wrong with that"

"Wait till Mr. CEO finds out that you work at a bar!"

"So"

"I'm gonna tell him!"

"Go ahead."

"Really?? Okay!"

I know you care~~~

He hesitated for a second going inside the house.... Then he started to walk towards me.

"Don't." He said. 

I KNEW IT!! HA!

"Yo" 

"yeah?"

"just jump."

"WAHT??!!!"

"Just jump!!"

"Are you crazy??!!! Just jump?!!! I'm gonna die!!!"

"I'm gonna catch you"

You're gonna catch me..?

"How should I trust you?" I asked. 

"I never told you to trust me."

..................................... 

.... I don't have a choice though.... 

"OKAY!! IM GONNA JUMP!! CATCH ME OKAY??"

I firmly closed my eyes and jumped.

my legs... my arms......  They don't hurt!!! 

I slowly opened my eyes..

"ahhh!!" 

Why is his face so close to mine!!!!

Our lips almost..... touched.....

And for a moment..... We just stared into each other's eyes... feeling each other's heart beat.