When I walked you back home, it was the house of another guy I felt like you always walked a bit farther from me when there were a lot of people Just like a big balloon shrinking down, we have cooled down I cant hide my frustrated heart What went wrong? Its always the same as last night you turn away from me Im so tired of me always being the clingy one Because to me, it was always you I always trusted you So every night its lonely, miserable, tiring I will leave for you so I will get to hate you Now I wont cling onto you anymore Im gonna be better its better if Im not here Especially today, you have so many secrets You make me go insane She gives me so much pain I wont be back again I wanna hate you (You always pretend nothing is wrong Did you have to pick up the phone right now?) You make me go insane She gives me so much pain I wont be back again Every night, you always turn away from me (Going back before I met you ridin now, say goodbye) Although its hard to let you go without regret It still hasnt hit me yet about you The promises we made are gone with the wind The only remaining thing is your cold eyes Like a wretch, I still miss your smile I hate myself for that - I still cant acknowledge that its the end for you and me I wish I could die I will leave for you so I will get to hate you Now I wont cling onto you anymore Im gonna be better its better if Im not here Especially today, you have so many secrets You make me go insane She gives me so much pain I wont be back again I wanna hate you (You always pretend nothing is wrong Did you have to pick up the phone right now?) You make me go insane She gives me so much pain I wont be back again The memories of when I first saw you become faint The love swing has stopped I board the train that will never come back Ill let you go Ill let you go Ill throw it all away, now Ill let it all go You can leave now Dont ever look for me though my heart hurts So I can forget you I will leave for you so I will get to hate you Now I wont cling onto you anymore Im gonna be better its better if Im not here Especially today, you have so many secrets You make me go insane She gives me so much pain I wont be back again I wanna hate you (You always pretend nothing is wrong Did you have to pick up the phone right now?) You make me go insane She gives me so much pain I wont be back again