i love someone, i know i can't love him, because of our status, teacher - student

" if love you this hurt, i won't love again"

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iam SOPA student, and i am in trouble now because i am in love with sensei, Baekhyun sensei . He is a teacher of Music. I like sensei, and no one know this truth.

[ FLASHBACK ]

one day in May , heavy rain. I've attended the entrance exam , but i am fall and i can't standup, no one help me until one guy come to me " are you okay? how with your wound? eh? you are a student who must attend the entrance exam in SOPA right? " he asked me and he tried to help me out. " humm yeah, but i think i won't able to attend" suddenly he lifted me up with bridal style " i will take you to SOPA"

[ FLASBACK END ]

that day i immediately like sensei.

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i have sensei schedule in school, so i can arrange when i can see sensei in front of my class. " Seoyeon ah~ you atalk your sensei schedule again?" " waaah, unnie~ don't startled me please, and if you want entering my room , knock the door first " she just laugh " i just want to give you this pudding, ah! tomorrow unnie have to blind date hohoho with this three guys , look this , they are handsome right?"

ehhh, " unnie !! please can i go together with you, i beg you! , if you let me go together with you i will granted all your want, pleasee" i can see my unnie's face like 'o'

" okay, but you must disguise, not a high school student but become university student and you come to replace your nephew and your name is jung miyoung" i nodded " THANKYOU unnie, saranghae!" i hugged her " eeiits, where is your sensei in this photo? tell me " " in the middle " .

tomorrow morning-

my eonnie started to make over me , " you must put this on your eyes , use this wig, use this outfit" okay preparation finished, " i'm going , annyeong!" i go to the place which has promised before. " Hello , i am luhan" " hello i'm Kai"  " hello i'm Baekhyun"

" Hello i am yuka" " Hello iam eunji" Hello iam Miyoung jung"

Baekhyun sensei started to intro about him " i am a teacher on SOPA, haha " i see sensei's smile, and your eyesmile make me melt sensei " hey miyoung-ssi, can you intro yourself? " sensei startled me with his question " ah ah i am Kyunghee University student, glad to meet you "

" hahaha you are too innocent, cute" what? sensei told me that iam cute? i'm blushed. My cheeks become hot and red. In that day i am become more closer with sensei but with my fake identity.

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ringringring / klick " yaaa eonnie, why? i am in school now"

"you will happy if you hear this news, my friend who attend the blind date yesterday got your sensei email, you want? "

" REALLY??? i want it"

" hey , don't use the handphone in school, save it or you will got a punishment" Baekhyun sensei talk to me " ah o-okay, " i was immediately blurred.

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" EONNIE EONNIE !! LOOK THIS!!" i gave my phone to my eonnie

[ to : Miyoung

from : Baekhyun

subject: if you have time we can eat lunch together? ]

 " reply his email , reply reply "

" hahaha definetely"

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" sorry , ask you hangout all of sudden "

"it's okay" sensei don't you know i am waiting this moment everyday ,

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[3 months ]

i am always sent - reply email with sensei with my ' fake ' identity , because sensei won't close with his own student. Today i want help sensei to moved to his new house. i am feeling special . " Miyoung, thankyou you want  help me " he smiled, sensei are you know i am lied to you? i cheat you with my fake identity. " it's okay, i happy if i can help you baekhyun" i just can give him a fake smile too.

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" take this comic to the bookcase please" , " ok" , " save this clothes to the cupboard please" , " ok"

we really look like a couple now, i am happy , really happy. " do you have the person that you love? i have" sensei ask me all of sudden, i am shocked" i i am "

he continued " i have , the person is now helping me moved to my new house, and she even in my room" i looked at he and can't said anything , he hug me and kiss me in lips and said " Miyoung, do you want to be my girlfriend? " i can't said anything, because i am too afraid lost sensei, and sensei will hate me, i afraid. what if sensei know if i am lied to him. " you no need answer me now, sorry, the past i ever have an ex-gf, but she leave me because of my problem, Miyoung-ssi, you not tricked me right? " i freeze, sensei why your expression seem so hurt? i just can smiled to him now, i don't know how to answer, my heart yelling i tricked you sensei , i tricked you.

Today sensei and me go to beach but his car was broke and i decided to walk over because i just want wasted time with sensei. " are you okay? i am sorry, i am not checked my car last night" . " i'm okay, today is a beautiful day, let's take a walk, i heard in here have many shopping area, let's go"

"let's we take a picture, smile" i smile and happy because can go with sensei, " Younggie a" i startled with this, he so sudden called this cute name " sorry but i can call you whatever i like right?"

" yes baek-ie" he smiled with his rectangular shape lips , we go aroung this shopping area until night " let's take a train to back , because my car was broke" he talked to me and holding my hands

" sorry" i can't take it anymore, one of us must be hurt, and it was me sensei. " sorry , baek-ie, i can't " he really confused with my words before. " what do you mean? the train gonna close the door, come to me younggie"

" sorry baek-ie" i took off this holding hands , and i just can look the train door already closed which is he in the train and im not and i just can see his lips said " why ?"

the train go, i just can cry, my feeling really break now im sorry sensei i'm sorry

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since that day, i changed my email and we never talked again, in school i try to not look at him anymore, i avoid him. my feeling really hurt, i can't.

until one day

" Jung seoyeon , come to my office please, your mark really bad " sensei called me, what can i do? //// knock knock////

" why sensei?" i try to calm my feeling now. He shocked hear my voice, " your mark so bad, how can you not study in my lesson? isnt it important? "

he come near me but i just want run away but he stopped me and hold my hands and shocked once again " Miyoung?"

he looked at me and he take off my glasses. Suddenly he just kneel down and said " why you lied? you said you are Kyunghee univ student but you just a high school student, why?"

" Sensei im sorry, i just want to meet you and want to talk to you"

:" i want to meet you too so badly , Miyoung , but already can't" after sensei said that he leave me , sensei just want miyoung not seoyeon, miyoung always. i cry silently .

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raining day

" uggh i don't bought an umbrella" Baekhyun go to his locker but he found out one umbrella, girl's umbrella [ use this sensei, because it will rain] thats the little letter in the umbrella. He ran to somewhere and he met Seoyeon in the rain " ya! are you crazy? this is raining hard, and you gave me your umbrella? "

baekhyun give back the umbrella to Seoyeon but she ignore to used it. " Sensei are you forget? 2 years ago when i want to attend the entrance exam , you help me , i am a girl who wounded because fall off in the road and you carried me to the SOPA for attend my exam, although we do not know each other.sensei i , really ___"

not yet she finished her sentences  Baekhyun said " Sorry"  and she replied " I know, we can't become couple but i am happy enough , and sorry for everything"

she ran away leave the sensei and she cried loudly in the rain. " Damn" just one word baekhyun can said.

in the morning---

because of tomorrow i've got flu, and fever " i will got some hot tea for you seoyeon" my friend tell me to wait in the park i just can nodded

it's really good if today im not meet sensei, where the love go if already hurted? if love you this hurt i won't love you again. :" Hey! why you are so pale? why with you? " i'm shocked that i heard sensei's voice " ah ah, i am no problem " suddenly he carrying me to clinic " don't make me worried about you please, don't make me afraid with your condition" what? sensei said he worried me? " i can't take off my mind from you seoyeon, i like you, i love you, but i can't with you because you are my student" i am blushed and happy " wait me until i graduate sensei "

___________ 2 years____________

" hey seoyeon a, take a picture first, we all graduate now FREEDOM" // klick///

nananananan~ my phone ringing, huh? message. hehe from sensei

to : seoyeon

from Baekhyun

subject : come to my office now

/// knock knock///

" congratulation for your graduation seoyeon~a" he hugged me " thankyou sensei" i hug him too " eiit, don't called me sensei anymore, im not your sensei now, you already graduate" oops im forgot, " baekhyun" i called his name and smile " Do you want to be my girlfriend?" he said that gently " absolutely yes" he hug me and kiss me " i love you Seoyeon" , " i love you too Baekhyun"

 

 

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