My name is Bae Suzy,a sophomore of Chunhun High School,Seoul.My Nickname is "Turtle".Although it is nickname,I don't know why no one call me like this..But he calls me "Turtle"..

His name is "Ok Taec Yeon".He is my class mate since middle school.Believe it or not.I know only his name and we never tell any words each other ..but one day,The fortune makes us to travel together and to become best friends.....

"Hey,congrats Suzy !!!"Fei said.I wondered and so I wanna know why.But Fei doesn't let me to ask and she continues her words,"u & Taec yeon are elected to participate in Science Quiz held in Hwaeundae !!!," 
"Really???Fei",,,,"Of course ,,,Suzy ,U can do it !!!"..She hug me and giggled happily.Such a lovely my friend!!.

At this time,,"Attention please,,There is one news to be officially announced by  Chunhun High School radio station.Bae Suzy and Ok Taec Yeon,second year High school students ,major subject-Biology,from Section-A ,these two r elected to compete Science Quiz .So as soon as u hear this announcement ,both of u have to come to our Head Principal Office.The announcement is finished. Be happy springs day!!thanks u,,"

"Hey,Turtle,let's go!!!",,The class including Fei couldn't help to laugh loudly.Because of my aggressive eyes,,they control their voice.I wanna know who call me like this." Hey,I am here,come on!!If we late,our Mr.Robot will scold our teacher instead of us..come quickly!!!!"said Ok Taec Yeon standing at our class door. Although I feels angry,he seems nothing.So I can control my fierceness and I follow him.

"Hey,do u feel angry,Turtle???"he starts talking on the way to Mr.Robot,Nickname for Our Principal.Park Jin Young.The reason why he get this name is his walking style is like a robot.I quickly bend my head downward as an assent.

"Ohh..really !!!sorry tur oh no no,Bae Suzy.If I make u annoyed,so sorry Suzy ..I used to call my friends with nickname ..sorry.." He apologized me with his true mind.I know he really feels sorry for it because of his eyes.My mom said,"People can lie but their eyes can never lie".

"Ok ..let it be!!I accepts ur apology..so can u stop your words???now we have reached in front of Mr.Robot office..ok???",I said.
"Ok.."He smiled and pulled the door.

"Welcome ,my treasures!!firstly I feel proud of both of u..I hope u two have to bring Trophy of Success to our school.U know !!"Said Mr.Robot.

"Yes..!"we replied together.

"Ok..then.,you will go to Hwaeundae on coming Sunday,7.12.2008
 ...I put your coordinator,Lee Yoon Ji to accompany with u.So u can go to your class."said Mr.Robot.

"Yes,,be a peaceful day our Principal ,,"we has left Mr.Robot office.

"Hey,I don't attend History class and I go to my dad's office directly..And u??"Ok Taec ask me.

"Oh ho that's why u bring your bag!!Right,Ok Taec???"

"How..how do u call me???What Ok Taec??u can call me Taec yeon!!why u call  me like this??Answer me!!"he wonderfully said.

I smiled and said ,"I give u my own nickname..U don't like it??Though u don't like it,I will always call u Ok Taec!!Bye Bye"..I run quickly to my class.
I left him but he yelled,"Once u call me Ok Taec,,I will call u "Turtle".U understand ??,yah!!"
Since that day,he come into my life with one step after one step..

"Ding dong ding"the school bell is ringing.
"Ok my lovely pupils,it's time to go home .Don't forget to review your notes!!U all have done the best for today..bye bye."History.Sir said and left.

As time pass steadily,the day I hoped is reached.Our coordinator.Lee,Ok taec& me go to Hwaeundae by a train.
Our Actor Lee,nickname for Co.Lee Yoon Ji,take care us.We two are trying for the best.So,we can bring the trophy of success to our school.

On the way to return to Seoul,we discuss many things;about Life , society and about Philosophy.Now I know he have many knowledge than I know.When Co.Lee sleep deeply,he asks me My ideal boy.I said,"Like Aaryon Yan,u know??He is from Taiwanese boy band,Fahrenheit .He is so handsome!!"
He whispered,"Fei,she also love him???"
I don't know how to tell him just a second.But I told him,"No..she don't ..."

"Hoo now I feel safely!!I feel worried because I am not like him.!!"said Ok taec.

"Why???Are u interested in Fei???"I asked him.I m this type of girl as I couldn't help to ask someone if I want to know..

"U are a bright girl!!Yes..I love Fei..but u have to know I won't ask for your help to get her love back.So,,Don't worry,!!My Turtle"he replied me without pretending..
but with laughing out of shyness..

I laughed loudly and said,"HA HA..I feel happy because Fei will get a boy friend like Ok Taec in this year.Congrats Ok Taec!!!Then I will tell u a top secret that is every girl has an ideal boy but it doesn't mean her soulmate will actually like them..Ok!!"

We smiled together with eye contact.....

Leaves fill the tree as the days are getting warmer. It is not spring but cherry blossoms..As cherry blossoms,Fei and Ok Taec fall in love with each other.They become an ideal couple in our school.

Me???I am alone as in the past...

"Hey,my princess,,your phone is ringing!!!",my mom said.

"Ok..I answer ...,mom",I replied..

The name on my screen is "Ok Taec".I feel worried because he never phoned to me.He always contacts me via message .Something is wrong..
"Hello"
"Turtle ya,Fei ..she leave me..u don't know why she break our relationship???
Tell me if u know!!!..."

"What???really???!! I know nothing. Are u kidding me??Don't cheat me like this,,,Ok Taec..."

"I don't lie..I also want to think like u..May be it's just a dream..but it is real my Turtla ya".,he said and cried..

"Do u cry?? Don't cry, Ok Taec.. Tell me truly about your love affair!!Ok??"

"Nothing to say..in real,she doesn't love me although I love her.Now if u free,can u meet me @ Han River view park? Unless I open my heart now,,I'll be a fool..please!!"

"Ok.."I called off his phone ..

At Han River View Park,,
"I posted a photo in my Instagram.Do u see it??"
"Aww u&Fei are staring each other in it??Right??"
"Of course!!That's why she leave me!!"
"Impossible!!! "
"Yeah,,but your friend break my heart,,She said she is afraid of her parents.She don't want her parents to know our relationship .."

I don't know what makes him to encourage . I don't wanna see his tears..
"Let it be ok Taec"...it is only I told him.
He stop his tears & said ,,
"Yeah..Fei left me that ...is so good!!Unless she leave me,I left her.!!"

"Why??"
"I will have to attend final year @ High School in Taiwan..U know your ideal boy is there!!I hope u will come to see me.."

I look into his eyes..I don't see him..I only see my day,my future and the rest of my life..What's wrong Bae Suzy?? U wanna admit him u love him??
U are a fool?? Don't forget the girl he wanna spend his time is Fei,,not u??
U are just his best friend..
Of course,I am his best friend & his counselor..

If he wanna go,,,leave me but my love keeps growing till the world ends...

If he wanna cry,,,my shoulder will always b ready for him..

But If he come back to me,,,I m sure I will not accept him..

I will never try to remember him but I will never forget him..

He is the only one who I will always remember each an hour ,each a minute,,each a second and each my breath ...

It is my love for him..

"What's going on??"he asked me impatiently.

"Sorry..I build a house with Aaryon in the sky..!
Anyway,,Congratulations Ok Taec"

Ok Taec laughed,,"U are so pity girl,Haa HAAAA".
The sun goes down,,,The moon appears.

Fei and I pass the entrance for Monyoung University..We choose medical science as a major subject.We are still best friends.But Ok Taec is disappeared in our talking.
Fei open her mind to me when Ok Taec went to Taiwan.
"Suzy ya,I know steadily I don't love him.I admit I am happy because of his lovely manners. But it is not love.so I leave him firstly.How's your opinion??"

" U don't regret for your decision ???"
"Nope.."
"Ok..anyway,I will be beside u"I said &hugged her tightly.

I think we;Ok Taec,,Fei& me choose own way rightly.
I never regret not to let Ok Taec to know my love because love is to love..
Even though he don't know my mind ,I will always love him.
Love is neither giving up nor possessing ..
Love is to love.
If it is not Ok Taec,I can't do a different love.
I hold onto him.My tears dry and my heart hurts...I turn back in time but in the end .,,,it is Ok Taec because he is my first love ,,,MY BREATH....
 
I LOVE OK TAEC FOREVER..